the son of Satan {Lee Felix}

Confession

Within a few hours, there was a knock at my door. I opened it and of course it was Felix, standing at my door staring me down. I had an off feeling in my stomach as i stepped aside and let him in.

"Alright, you are here and now it's time for you to explain." I said impatiently.

"Not even a hello? I disappear for weeks and i don't even get a 'Wow Felix, i was so worried for you!" he said saying the last part as if he was impersonating me.

"You can look somewhere else if you want that, because i wasn't worried." I said blankly.

"Anyways, i did promise you an explanation so i guess i can give it to you." He said to me while standing in the living room of my small house. I would never let him inside if my mother wasn't out at work late tonight.

He paused for a while and there was a feeling of awkward silence. I had nothing to say to him so i just waited for him to speak up instead.

After a few second, but what felt like and eternity, he finally spoke up. "I was away in australia to meet with my dad. I didn't tell anyone because i didn't want anyone pestering me about it. I wanted to leave and just forget i even came to Seoul." He said all this truthfully. I was pretty gullible but i could tell he wasn't lying on this. His aussie accent had picked up again.

"And why are you telling me this...?" I asked, genuinely confused on the point of me knowing.

He looked away for a second, as if trying to decide whether he should tell me the rest or not. "Well... because i came back for you." he said looking back at me. He looked me in the eyes, and i instantly froze.

"Why in the world would you come back to Korea for me?" I asked him. It wasn't harsh although it seems it would be. It was just confused. I couldn't seem to wrap my mind around why he would come for me.

He answered almost immediately, as if he rehearsed what he was going to say on the drive here. Although it felt more real than a rehearsal. "I came back for you because i couldn't get you out of my mind. No other girl has made me feel the way i felt about you. The way you never wanted my help, or you always fought back, or even the fact that seemed to have no interest in me. It made me lose my mind for you. I fell for you."

I froze and stayed silent at where i was sitting. I had no idea what to say. I mean i had never thought i would be in a situation like this, let alone with Felix.

Once i at least regained my composure i spoke a little. "Felix I- I don't really know what to say..." i mumbled.

He seemed to understand the fact that he bombarded me with information and stuff i didn't know. He told me this all to fast for me and i couldn't think straight.

"Listen, Casey i know i told you a lot in a short amount of time but the entire time i was in Australia i was hoping to see a text from you. Just something that even said 'where the hell are you' or something like that. Something that showed you cared or worried for me. I got no text and the drove me even crazier till i realized how much i liked you." He said looking me in the eyes.

"I just-" i began to say before i was cut off as he smashed his lips onto mine.

I didn't know what to do. It didn't kiss him back, but i didn't push him away. I felt like somewhere in that kiss was a spark without me even kissing back.

As this kiss was broken i looked up at him with wide eyes. I stayed silent for a few seconds, something i seemed to be doing a lot. He was just about to turn around and walk back out the door before my senses came back to me.

"Felix wait" i called out to him "is that the real reason you came here, you're not lying to me?" i asked him.

"I wouldnt lie about something like this Casey." he said confidently.

"I wanna make this work." I said hesitantly. I wasn't lying about that.

Through all my long pauses before i spoke to him, i had time to think. Time to think of all the times he was there for me even though i showed absolutely no interest in him. All the times he was near me in a non stalker way, but more looking out for me.

I had been too focused on getting away from him that i forgot to thank him on all he did for me. I was foolish to not give him a chance in the beginning.

"Oh Choi! You don't even understand how happy i am to hear that!" he said, while suddenly beaming. I hadn't seen him smile like that before.

I let off a small chuckle before being attacked with a hug. I was surprised at first but hugged back.

And with that, a great relationship had started. I loved Felix and it seemed he loved me too. Within the 4 years we were together so many happy moments were created. It was a strange love though.

I had never met his family or even seen any of his friends. He was always anxious when out in public together and looked around as if he was checking if we were being stalked.

I didn't mind that though. It was one of my best relationships in my life and we cared about each other. That was of course until,

He left for real this time.