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Chapter 4: Regrets and Tears

He yelled at me right when I walked in the door, I saw him and his girlfriend making out on the couch in our shared apartment and he yells at me because I walked in. I just sighed and walked past him. He knows how I fell about that girl but, he never wants to listen to me on how I feel in the matter.

I sighed and went to the kitchen to grab a small snack before I went to go meet up with Jungkook. 1:30 that clock read and I needed to get ready for my date with him, but Taehyung stopped me.

"Where did you go dressed like that?" He looked at me with a childlike curiosity, his hair was tousled and his clothes were a mess and my heart did the big ba-bump and I could swear he heard my heart.

"To Starbucks" I answered plainly.

He tilted his head at my comment and tone, my heart burst right there and I had to run to get away from him. He was ruining my life just by being close to me. If I can't have him, I don't want to live with him, but I don't have any money to pay for a new house for just myself.

Then the tears started to come down my face, I heard Taehyung laughing with Soojung, talking about how she was the one he was always looking for. One blow after another my heart kept breaking because of him, he would never like me or anything. 

Just as I shut my bedroom door I heard the doorbell ring, Taehyung got up to check to see who it was. Jungkook was standing at the door holding flowers with a heartwarming smile. Taehyung's eyes lit up when he realizes who it was he smiled. 

"Kookie!" he screamed like a child.

When Jungkook saw me he smiled "Hi Sumi" he smiled and Taehyung looked me with wide eyes and some regret but, I couldn't tell. I blushed when he looked at me with love in his eyes.

I smiled and waved shyly at him and walked straight in and to me. I scrambled to get away with a giant blush on but, he caught me and cuddled me with a warm smile. 

"Jungkook, we don't even know each other that well.." I mumbled with a laugh, but it touched my heart more then it should have. 

Taehyung's P.O.V .

Sumi starting hugging him like they were long lost friends and my heart sank harshly as I watched her light up with love and happiness.

It couldn't be from the thought I actually like her.., it's ridiculous, that girl is like my family and I couldn't see her any other way.

At least that is what I thought for the longest time but, months down the road she was still with him while my girlfriend left me and I start realizing that I did have feelings for my best friend. She has been with me through thick and thin, yet I still treat her just like a friend...

I can feel the tears pouring down my face as I watched her smile bigger throughout the months, I hoped for a chance to be her boyfriend but, it wouldn't happen Jungkook treated her right and was her world. 

I hope one day that I'll be able to love her and show her my true feelings.