angels || k.th [discontinued]

First Love

JIMIN'S POV

"Chaemin isn't here yet." I opened the door leading to the studio.

"While we're waiting for her, let's practice our dance." He smiled.

"No thank you. I'll just sit here. I'll be taking videos of you dancing since I'm bored."

"Okay."

Hoseok hyung played the music from his phone.

My youth, my youth is yours
Trippin on skies sippin waterfalls
My youth, my youth is yours
Runaway now and forevermore

He danced, flowing with the music.

"Happy birthday to you~" Chaemin opened the door with another cake.

"Woah. More cake? But I'm still full." Hyung pouted.

"You can eat later." Chaemin chuckled.

I zoomed in the camera to video her face.

I like her. A lot. Ever since I met her when the three of us were classmates.

I wasn't that good in dancing before.

I was very embarrassed and sometimes I didn't talk to her for days.

"Hey Jimin." Chaemin called.

"Uh.. what?"

Reality hit me hard.

"Want some cake?"

"No thanks." I smiled.

"I'll just be taking a video of your choreography."

Hoseok hyung played the music again.

My youth, my youth, my youth,
My youth is yours

They danced in sync, they danced softly but with pops.

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-NEXT DAY-

I visited the studio. I was alone.

I played the music from my phone and danced.

I got to learn the dance from hyung a few weeks ago.

I danced in anger. I danced aggressively.

I fell down, I swore under my breath as I got up.

I was jealous. Jealous of everything. Jealous of hyung.

He has a girlfriend, he can dance well and he can do other stuff I can't.

But no. I won't give up.

I danced again.

CHAEMIN'S POV

I heard music coming from the studio.

I opened the door quietly and saw Jimin dancing.

He looked angry.

I quietly went behind Jimin.

He was still dancing when he turned and hit me hard on the head with his arms.

I hit the ground and the next thing I saw was all black.

JIMIN'S POV

"Mianhae! Mian!" I screamed.

I saw Chaemin, on the ground.

"Chaemin, Chaemin wake up!" I shook her.

I stopped the music on my phone and called the ambulance.

What have I done? I just hurt the person that is special to me. She's my first love.

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-HOSPITAL-

"Wake up! Wake up Chaemin! I can't loose you!" Hoseok hyung yelled.

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-NEXT DAY-

YOONGI'S POV

I played the piano with Jaesoo.

I accidentally pressed the wrong key and swore.

I grabbed a cigarette and the lighter.

Jaesoo grabbed the lighter away from me and wrote something on it.

Y. K.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"The 'Y' stands for Yoongi and the 'K' stands for kook."

"You mean Jungkook?"

"Yeah. He's your best friend. And I noticed that you looked stressed. And when your stressed you smoke." She said.

"So when you see your lighter, just remember the happy moments you had with Jungkook." She explained.

"I remember that I used to play this song on the piano with Jungkook. We would sing and laugh."

"Really?" She asked.

"Yeah. I can teach you in guitar. Since you play it."

"I'll keep your lighter by the way." She said.

"Yeah fine. Just get your guitar."

She stood up and grabbed it.

"Here. I have this lollipop for you."

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Heyyy

Yes I know. I have been watching the highlight reels even tho it was released 8 months ago.

And I'm getting a bit confused because yesterday bighit posted "The notes"

So this was the last line

"Living is more painful than dying, but do you want to live?"

But anyway idk what to do now with this book its getting more confusing so I hope I'll end this soon :)

Okay bye AHAHAH my phone is legit 1%