eros ; luwoo

02

it had been 3 days since the whole birthday-strip-club fiasco and lucas just could not stop thinking about the boy from that night.

he couldn't stop thinking about his beautiful caramel blonde locks that draped over his equally beautiful eyes.

or his flawless skin and his perfect glossy pink lips that glowed under the colorful lights of the club.

almost every thought that ran through his head since have been about this boy.

lucas dreamt about this boy.

lucas was so infatuated with this boy that he almost completed forgot the he was a boy.

he groaned and shoved his face into his pillow, wishing there was a way to turn off your own thoughts.

sleep eventually consumed him and he was swept away into dreamland, where he dreamed about the caramel blonde boy.

the next day was a total mess. the weekend had ended which means he'd had to go back to school and see his friends. which means he'd have to hear them all talk about his birthday and just embarrass the hell out of him.

"good morning" lucas greeted his parents, who were sitting at the kitchen table, as he made his way to the front door "no breakfast?" his mother asked, in which he replied "not hungry, i'm just gonna head to school so i'm not late" he bid adieu and made his way to school, making a coffee stop at the one of schools on-campus coffee stand.

as he was waiting in line, he noticed a familiar hair color behind the kiosk.

lucas felt a lump form in his throat and his heart drop to his stomach. and in a heartbeat, he spun around on his heels and made a hasty exit to the nearest wall "what do i do?" he mumbled to himself, pulling his phone out with shaky hands

lucas
i am having a crisis

kun
what do you mean?

lucas
meet me outside the library. quick

and within minutes, kun showed up "what's up?" he asked, slightly out of breath. lucas licked his lips and ran his fingers through his hair, making quick glances over at the coffee stand

"okay..uh so....you know.....okay" he started out, not knowing how to put his feelings and thoughts into words "dude, spit it out. you know you can tell me, we've been best friends for years" lucas nodded, he was right. they have been best friends for a long time.

"okay. so...you remember my birthday, right?" kun nodded in response "okay and uh...do you remember the, uhm, guy..?" kun nodded again "yeah? what about him?" he asked, examining his friends behavior "he's right over there" lucas pointed in the direction of the kiosk

kun looked over to see the caramel haired boy making coffee and looked back to lucas "and..?" he asked, confused as to why lucas cared that he was here "are you afraid he's gonna tell people?" lucas shook his head "no..."

"okay, then why do you care that he's over there? and why is it making you have a crisis"

lucas stared at the ground, avoiding eye contact with kun "well...the thing is...." he mumbled, feeling his heart about to leap out of his chest

"i.....uh...i think i'm gay" he blurted out

kun stared blankly at lucas for a hot minute "okay"