All time, when he enters the room, I can't take my eyes from his...
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His dark eyes, black hair, T-shirt..., his soft voice made me smile, sometimes it became more difficult to breath...
But sometimes I was angry with him, because of Ann... She always played my nerves. She talks with him a lot, and as a response he smile, and joke with her... I am very jealous...
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Morning, a new day, a new chance.... After having breakfast, I went to the course, he was standing in the front of the building, I was going to greet with him but he simply ignored me, I was surprised, those days he is ignoring me... I'm upset with him...
In the lesson also, he ignored me, I can't tolerate it.... After the lesson, i called to him
Me: Alex...?
Him: yes Bella?
Me: what on earth is going on?!
Him: what do you mean?
Me: why are you ignoring me? What's wrong with you?
Him: I'm not ignoring you, it seems for you...
Me: am I stupid?
My voice was trembling, my heart skipped, my lips formed nervous smile with anger... I was ready to punch him... But at the same time, I was going to huge him... Tightly, as if there is no another day, chance to do this... But he...
Him: no...
Me: am I pretty?
Him: no
Me: am I fat
Him: yes of course...!
Me: do you want to be with me forever?
Him; no
Me: will you cry, if I walk away?
Him: no...
Me: okay, i see, no need to give excuses, I see... I have to go.. Bye! I told these words with anger... And I run away
He called me several times but I ignored him, it was too difficult to ignore him...
I didn't know how I reached my home, I lay bed, I cried, punched wall, and decided to write letter to him.... :
" I am writing this letter for you... To prove that my love for you is true, when I am near you my heart goes like a ringing bull, skipps, words cannot express what I felt... I hope you will never go away.....
With your love, close to my heart... I can ask for nothing more... Near or far, wherever I go... You will be mine... Forever!!!!!!
I love you...!!!
I Miss you..."
I pressed the button, and this letter was sent, after some tine I fall asleep...
My phone buzzed in my hands, I looked at it slowly, and I rubbed my eyes, and my eyes opened wider... He sent me message... I started to read it...
" You asked me if you were pretty, I said "No", because you are "beautiful " , you asked if you were fat, I said "yes of course"you asked if I wanted to be with you forever, I said "No", you asked if I would "Cry" if you walked away, I said "No", you had heard too much, and need to leave and as you walked away.....
Actually I said....
You are not pretty, the only thing fat or big about you is your heart, I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.....
And Baby... I wouldn't cry, if you walked away.....
I would DIE.....
You don't know how much I love you... I Really love you...!!!
I was really happy, some tears fell down from my cheekbones, I smiled as crazy person.... "Yes, I am crazy about you! "
