i woke up and had breakfast, nothing really important, i had this idea where me and my brother would go exploring the town. so i asked my brother.
"hey jamesssss?..." i said "yes?" he said "can we go exploring the town" i asked "sure!" he said
so i put my shoes and jacket on, and got outside..
we walked around and had some casual conversations, we reached the playground, and ofcourse james has to be childish himself, he went on the swing "this is akward" i mumbled
a girl around my age came and sat next to me.
"hi." she said "hey" i said "nice to meet you, i'm jessica" she said "hi jessica, i'm mariam" i said
it was fun talking to her i guess, she seemed to be a nice person. we exchanged numbers, and we went back home.
while we are heading back home "why are you smiling?" he said "am i?" i said "yes you are, what is that thing your exited about?" he said "i don't know, i'm just happy it's been 3 days and i already found myself a best freind" i said "good" he said
while we are heading back home, i saw shawn and a girl walking coming towards us, i felt a rush of jealousy hit me.
shawn saw me and went pale.
i was confused, "hey...." he said, well this is akward.."hey.." me and james said.. "this i-is m-my girlf-freind" wow, i had nothing to say at this moment, my heart was broken into million of peices "nice t-to meet you" i shook her hand and so did james
i was so mad and sad.
before he could reply, i just left.
he knew i was sad,but i could literally break down in front of him, so the best solution is to just leave, no talking just leave.
james came after me, and didn't say anything, a tear came down.
as he hugged me, i broke down in his chest...
i just ran to my room as fast as i could and slept...
the next day i woke up to my phone buzzing, i was hoping it was shawn but unfortunately it was jessica.
jessica:heyyy girl, i thought you might come with me to the club, is that okay?
me:sure no problem :)
jessica:great! pick you at 7! :)
i thought it was a good idea since i want to get the stress out of my head.
after a couple of hours it was 6:30
i hopped in the shower, changed into a cute black dress, and put some makeup on.
it was 7:00 so she should be here any minute..
i hear a honk at the door, so i get out and find jessica i went into the car and sat, we entered a club, with a cup of whatever it was, i chatted with jessica and couple of people, it was about 8:30 i was talking with random people, then someone poked me on my shoulder, i couldn't see the figure clearly but as i did, "shawn?" i said "hey mimi, im sorry about yesterday.." he said "hey um i- uh it wasn't your fault, i was actually having a bad day." i lied.
"so, want to hangout anytime soon?" he said
"b-but you have a g-girlfriend" i stuttered
"i don't have feelings for her, she just uses me for attention" he said
i was sad, i mean she used him, because he has abs, tall and handsome? wow..
"oh, i'm sorry shawn, and yeah sure we can hangout" i smiled
he smiled back.
jessica pulled me and told me we had to go, so we headed home.
i was happy that i'm gonna meet up with him, but also sad for him.
i couldn't get him out of my head.
"am i falling in love?" i said to myself
