so far (2jae)

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dear im jaebum,

so, last night i passed out before i could continue my thoughts about heading to your apartment.

i remember the first time you got drunk.

jinyoung brought you back from that party and dumped you on me.

the second you stood up you rushed to the bathroom.

i brushed your hair back and helped you brush your teeth and made you drink water.

you said you loved me and that i was an angel on earth.

i only smiled, knowing you were only saying that because i helped you through your drunkenness.

i remember pushing you towards my bed, adamant on you sleeping, and then you pulling me on there with you.

i was in shock.

you leaned closer and right as you were close to my face, fell asleep on top of me.

in the morning you didn't remember anything.

i wish you hadn't fallen asleep, jaebum.

then i could feel what it was like to kiss you, even if you were drunk.

love, choi youngjae