Part Four.

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It's Monday now and I have ignored Raes and Jays texts all weekend. I have school in a couple hours. I haven't slept and today is going to be so hard ignoring them. I decided to take a shower. When I got out, it was 6:30 and I started school at 8am. Since my mom works early in the morning on Mondays, I went downstairs and put on Spongebob full blast so I could hear it in my room. I went back up into my room and got dressed. It was November now so I had to dress warm and now it was pretty cold outside. I put on some cute light blue jeans and a Minnie Mouse sweatshirt over a black tank top. I put on converse and grabbed my backpack along with my tiny backpack filled with stuff to smoke. I grabbed a hat and my skateboard and turn off everything in the house. I rode my skateboard to the creek and started to smoke.

I heard rustling behind me. I blew out the smoke that I was inhaling and got up. I grabbed my skateboard and was about to book it when Jay started to talk.

"Addie... I'm so so sorry.."

"Whatever Jay leave me alone." I said and tried to leave. He grabbed me and stood me in front of him.

"Jay let me the fuck go." I said with anger in my voice. He let go and I walked off still smoking. I ended up just skating to school and when I got there I skipped my first period and went to the detention teacher asked if I could just sit in here for 1st period today. The teacher, Ms. Bustle, agreed because me and her are really cool. When I'm going through stuff and Jay isn't at school I would just come here and talk. She always made things better. I sat in the back and went on Instagram and went live. A couple people showed up that I used to know. We talked until class had officially ended.

Jay walked through the doors and stared at me. I rolled my eyes and looked down at my paper. I heard him sigh and walked out to his class.I kinda felt bad but, he kissed Raegan. That's fucked up.

ANYWAYS after class Rae ran up to me and pulled me into a closet. I was looking at him as he struggled with the lightbulb. When he was done he had like concern in his eyes.

"Addie what the hell?" He asked coming closer to me.

"What? I should be asking you that not the other way around!" I said looking at him dead in the eyes. I started to tear up so I looked at the ground. I heard the bell ring and I walked out and off school campus. He followed me.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked me. No I haven't skipped school ever but at this point I could care less all I wanted to do was get high. Period. I started to skateboard down to the creek. I looked behind me to find Rae catching up to me on his skateboard. He skates...? Well then. I ran off into the woods and into our spot. I started rolling a joint on a table me and Jay had screwed into a tree.

"Addie??" He yelled walking down here. I laughed.

"I'm right here." I said lighting the joint and inhaling. I coughed and then laughed blowing out smoke. He frowned.

"Come on we have to get back to school an-"

"Fuck school Rae I wanna get high and be alone." I said glaring at him blowing smoke directly in his face.

"Y-you want me to leave?" He asked choking on his words. I didn't hurt him right...? I don't understand... he has never showed any sign of him wanted to be near me... Did he care about me more than I thought or something? Oh well.
"Well... I mean..." He came closer and hugged me. I felt safe but not as safe as I did when I was with Jay. Jay would beat the shit outta some people for me if I asked him to.

I release the hug and inhale more from my joint. I gesture for Rae to have some. He sniffs and shrugs. Wait was he crying? Oh my god he's such a baby. I hand him the joint and we sit there and get high as fuck. By the time we are done, it's lunch at school. We have 45 minutes for lunch so we just go back for lunch. When we get there I look for Jay so I could apologize. This whore was talking to some girl. I walked over and tapped Jay's shoulder. He turns around and smiles big.

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