Connor&Troye; More than friends.

•Troye•

It was all a blur. After Connor told me that he loved me it all happened so fast, I heard the sobbing. I heard something metal drop to the ground and I knew. I tried screaming his name but got no response. I tried breaking the door down, it didn't even budge. I knew I had to get him out of there and soon. I ran down the hallway to find Marcus' room. He would be able to break the door, right?i found his room and knocked on the door loudly, Marcus opened the door. What must he think, me crying knocking on his door.

"What's wrong Troye?" He asked sounding alarmed.

Zoe, Joe, Jim, Tanya, Niomi and Alfie were soon all standing behind him.

"It's Connor." I cried.

I explained everything even Connor telling me he liked me to what I heard from the bathroom. When we reached the bathroom door we all stood back as we let Marcus, Alfie and Jim kick at the door and soon enough it opened and when it did, my heart was ripped in two.

There on the floor covered in blood lay the boy I loved, I heard the muffled cries of Tanya, Niomi and Zoe but I wasn't really listening to them. I was transfixed on this boy on the floor, what had caused him to start this and was this my fault because I didn't tell him I liked him back? Next thing I knew I was lying in a white room. What happened? my head was killing, then I remembered. Connor. Before I could even get out of this bed 3 nurses came over to me.

"What happened?" I moaned slightly in pain.

"When you found you friend you passed out, you hit your head but you will be fine" one nurse with red hair smiled as she spoke.

"You are free to go whenever." Another nurse chimed in.

Hearing that I ran down to the waiting room where I saw Marcus. He looked at me and shook his head. I collapsed to the floor, I wish I could go back and tell Connor how I feel.

It seemed like forever sitting in that white plain waiting room with all mine and Connors friends sitting around in small chairs. A nurse appeared from the doorway.

"Excuse me. Troye Sivan? We found this note in Mr Franta's jeans and it has your name on." She explained.

I took the note and ripped it open and read over the page careful before starting to read it out loud.

"Dear Troye,

If you are reading this then I'm sorry. I couldn't do it anymore. You're the only person who cares about me apart from my fans but I think they only like me because of the others in o2l. If I didn't already tell you. I love you. None of this is your fault. But I must go. I can't be here anymore Troye, everyone hates me. The o2l members don't say anything to me anymore. Tyler didn't talk to me since he got a boyfriend and because Tyler didn't talk to me no one else did, I feel like crap Troye. You kept me strong so I want to thank you for that. I will always love you whether im alive or not.

Love you always.

Connor. "

By the time I was finished reading there wasn't a dry eye in the house. All the o2l members looked guilty and Tyler, he looked like he just saw a puppy being killed right in front of him. Me?i felt empty like my life had no meaning without Connor, but I only just realised it.