It's about a guy finding his true Identity gender, his a Demure guy with lots of curiosity in life but scared to take a risk and explore them, he keep it on his self that it's much better to be Demure rather than to be openly, until he Fell Inloved...
It's been a while since I last saw him, 3 Months is not long enough but after what happen, I regret for what I've done to him, his the one who wake up me from the reality.
I been a bad ass around Ingles, but I only did that just to know what is the real score between us, after that night my heart is in pain, I'm in deep sorrow, I regret what I did to him.
Everynight I got nightmares I don't know, after what I did maybe bad karma will follow soon, well let's see what will happen but I keep myself strong like an Alpha, I'm only weak when I'm alone, weak like a injured Lion that one can help me regarding my situation, only I can help myself but how to start?
"hearts problem, this is not a disease, it's broken because of me" I said in soft tone. While sitting on the beach in Bahamas
Avantika took me for this short Vacation because she feel I need this, I know to myself she knew what I've been Tru now, smart Avantika as always but did she knows I fell into a guy? I don't want to tell her about this I'm shy or I'm just coward to admit myself I fell Inloved to Ingles El Valpeper, I bite my lips, I can't forget you, Your beautiful place face is still stuck in my head "like a my own personal heroin" I said in low tone.
I look at the sky damn! I remembered my dream when I was on that flight I think that angel is Ingles, I wish I could see that angel again in my dream, I look at the ocean I can smell the salty water feeling Tru the air then hitting my face makes me So relax, I smile because I love when I remember him.
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"hey cuz! Lets go!" Avantika yelled at me.
I look at her...
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Shes beautiful just like Ingles, I love Avantika like my sister I always there for her and she is for me as well, she keep asking me why I'm not married that's the question I don't like to answer and now she keep asking me why I don't have a girl that I always does,crazy little cuz by the way she's half Korean because her mom is an ice princess of Korea and my uncle fell Inloved to her mom and got married. Then Avantika born, they said the meaning of her name is Artic Ice melted cause of the heat come from Love. Haha! Corny...
