I'm drowning, dropping further with every second even though I'm aware of it and completely unaware of it at the same time
Slowly falling into an abyss of flames, unable to to make my way up to the surface
I reach out in desperation, calling out and screaming for eternity in utter vain, until my voice is gone
I want it all to end, to fade away. But a small part of me says to stay, to believe it'll be ok and to keep trying
The rest of me is screaming a tale of endless pain
To run away and never come back
I want to do both, but I only have one choice
So I'm lost, not knowing what to do
To run or stay, try or not to try, or maybe not to do anything
I want to believe it's all an illusion, but the deep ache that throbbing deep within lets me know that it's all real
Why?
I wish I could just run from this world over,
And far away
