Unspoken Wordz

Break up letter

Hi Love,  I just want to thank you for everything. Thank you for accepting me for who I am and accepting my love for you. But I guess it also needs to come to an end. Before, we were both thinking about our future that we already see each other as a married couple with kids. I can never forget "Candice and Keshyelle" the names we made for our future kids. But I think that would never happen already because it's just me now. But still I'm thankful that you became part of my life even for a short time. I love you so much even though you didn't.

I guess you knew where this letter is up to and I'm sorry it's just hard for me to stay knowing that the person I love the most just wanted to be friends with me and never more it really hurts me a lot.

God knows how much i love you, but I guess it's not enough to keep the both of us together. In time I'll be okay and when that time comes I will be the one to offer you the friendship you've always wanted. I will miss you so much those hugs, kisses, cuddles I had with you. Those dates we had and the eagerness of both of us to see each other after our duties and responsibilities. The laughter that we've share with each other. I'm going to miss your jokes, your smile and your trips. Of course I'm going to miss the time you always says how much you love and the voice that used to always says I Love You Palangga, ilove you more palangga.. And it hurt so much that those will just remain a memory. Don't worry time will come everything will be okay. I just want you to be happy. Don't stick yourself with the idea of hurting me because you didn't, you just followed your heart and I know it's not me now .

I also want you to know that if you realize that it's still me ( even though it's already impossible) I'd be willing to give you a chance because I love you and because I know deep inside your heart there is still a tiny little percent of love left for me. Don't worry I won't hope to much because starting from this day I'll start to learn to move on and start my life again without you by my side I know it is hard at first but i'll be okay. For the last time I want to say to you I Love You so much love, i Love You to infinity and beyond, i Love You to the moon and back, i love You whatever happens. I'm going to miss you Gwaps, my prince, my love. Good bye and sorry if it had to end like this because if we stay friends right now it will be hard for the both of us to move on with each others life (oh just for me, for me to move on) Please be happy with your life. I promise soon I'll be happy too with my own life. After all you're right I'm the one ruining my life and not someone else and I'll try my best to keep all my promise to you even though we are not together anymore.
I'm waiting for the right time to send this message to you.

-anonymous

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