CONFIRMED she already like tristan not just a friend but in a romantic way, kanina nang hawakan sya nito hindi nya alam pero something inside her melt by the contact, but no.. she needs to stop this or it'll get worst
"Beanca!" Napatingin sya sa tumawag sa kanya, something on her feel a little bit crashed hen she saw how happy Lara is walking right up to her.. gusto nyang ngumiti pero hindi nya magawa
"Hey.."
"Sorry naabala kita, i just want to ask a favor" nakangiti nitong wika, napatingin sya rito, unlike her.. lara's her are light brown while she on the other hand have a jet black hair
"Hmm? Ano?" Ngumiti ito sa kanyang tanong at bahagyang hinawakan ang kamay nya
"Next week will be tristan's birthday, i hope you can come over and sing.." her heat fell on what did she say. A part of her wanted to go but a part of her wants to reject the offer
"U-uh, I'll keep that in mind.. titingnan ko kung walang schedule sa araw na iyon.." malawak itong napangiti at mas lalo itong gumanda dahil dito
"Thank you! I hope you'll come.. aasahan ka namin Beanca.. it's our pleasure to hear you sing.. you really have an amazing voice" bahagya lamang sya ngumiti sa sinabi nito at nagpasalamat
"So ayun.. thank you ulit, gonna go now" nagpaalam na ito sa kanya.. pupunta ba sya o hindi? She wants to come but then she feel she doesn't belong there, mas lalo lang syang masasaktan kapag nakita nyang magkasama ang dalawa
" i should reject it--"
"And why?" Nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata sa kanyang narinig, gulat syang tumingin sa likod at nakita'ng naka tingin sa kanya ang binata, she can saw pain crosses his eyes while staring at her but then she looked away
"U-uh i already have an appointment that day--" nahinto sya sa pagsasalita nang bahagya itong lumapit sa kanya, hindi sya makagalaw at feeling nya rin hindi sya makahinga dahil sa sobrang lapit nito sa kanya
"Liar.."
"A-ano?" Hinawakan nito ang kanyang baba dahilan para magtama ang kanilang paningin, napaka seryoso nito habang tinititigan sya
"Lara didn't even said the date of my birthday she just said next week, but you said you have an appointment in that day, so tell me hindi ka ba nagsisinungaling ngayon?" Nanigas sya sa kanyang kinatatayuan, for the first time someone cornered me in the corner
"Cat got your tongue?" Nag iwas sya nang tingin dito at bahagyang umatras dito, walang bahid ng emosyon na ang muka nito and that pains her
"Y-you don't care" aniya at naglakad na papalayo, tama naman sya at wala itong pake dahil sa umpisa pa lang wala na itong pake sa kanya
"Arian Saavedra!" Napahinto sya nang marinig ang tinawag nito sa kanya, he really loves to call her by her second name
"Are you mad at me?" Hinarap sya nito at mataman na tinitigan sa mata, napalunok sya pero hindi nya pinahalata ang pagkakakaba
"Hahaha! Bakit naman ako magagalit sayo?" Tinawanan nya at bahagyang lumayo, giving space.. tama i should know my limitations i should stand on my line and won't cross the barrier
"Kaya pala, kaya pala hindi mo sinasagot ang mga texts at chat ko sayo, kaya pala kahit isnag reply man lang hindi mo magawa.. kaya pala hindi mo ako pinapansi---"
"Cause im just securing myself from pain!" Natigilan ito nang sumigaw sya, wala syang pakeelam kung walang manners ang pag sagot but i just wanted to be honest, ako yung tipo nang tao na hindi mahilig mag sekreto
"Why would you be in pain?" Lumamlam ang muka nito at bahagyang hinaplos ang kanyang muka, napapikit sya at ramdam na ramdam nya na ang pag tulo nang kanyang luha, ang pinaka ayaw nya talaga ang pagiging vulnerable madali syang mabasa lalo na kapag kilalang kilala ka na nang tao
"Why would you in pain, arian?" Ulit nitong tanong kahit na nanlalabo ang mata tintigan nya ito sa mata
"Cause i already fall for you... i already like you, and that pains me cause i know i shouldn't like you because you are my friend.. and you like someone else"
"WHAT'S WRONG?" Napatingin sya kay luke na kakapasok lang sa music room, bahagya syang ngumiti dito but she knows hindi umabot iyon sa aking mata, tumabi ito sa kanya at mataman syang tinitigan
"Something's bothering you, open up. I have all ears"
"I don't want to bother you--"
"Tss you're my friend and my music buddy, come on" bahagya syang ngumuso, luke is one of the secretive person she knew but she feels secured being with him
"Have you like someone? And that someone is your friend? And your friend still love his first love"
"Love life.. tsk"
"Silly right? Ang tanga ko rin kasi, ang bilis kong mahulog.." sinabayan pa nya iyon nang tawa, naramdaman nyang umalis ito pero agad ring bumalik may hawak itong gitara at naka ngiting tumingin sa kanya
"Just sing your emotions right now" ibinigay nito ang hawak nitong gitara
"I don't want to, wala akong gana" matamlay kong saad bahagya itong sumimangot pero kinuha ang gitara narinig nya pa ang pag buntong hininga
"Then at least, I'll make you feel better" naka ngiti nitong saad and started strumming the strings,
"If you're walking in a dark path then ill be the one to Shine your way.." saad nito
Just before the dawn,
When the light's still gone,
Shine, shine your way,
And you may not know, where to go,
Shine, shine your way
He strum the guitar while emotionally singing it
Open road but it's still dark,
Build a fire from a spark,
And shine, shine your way,
Feed the feeling in your heart,
Don't conceal it then you'll start,
To find, find your way
Tumingin ito sa akin at huminto sa pagkanta, its finally the girl part she heave a sigh and started singing, napangiti si luke nang simulan ko nang kumanta
No one can stop, what has begun,
You must believe when I say
All of your tears will dry faster in the sun,
Starting today,
Shine, shine, shine,
Shine your way
There's an open sky,
And a reason why,
You shine, shine your way,
There's so much to learn,
And now it's your turn,
To shine, shine your way
Sumabay na ito sa pagkanta while smiling to each other, no wonder music is the one will make you free from any burdens
There's a feeling deep inside,
You can let it be your guide,
To find, find your way,
And there's no time for us to waste,
Got to take a leap of faith,
And fly, fly away....
Yes.. let just fly away and let ourself free from worries
~~~~~
TBC
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