Jessica (sequel to Leo)

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|| Jess ||

It's been a while since I last spoke to him. It's been a long time..

You know, I always wondered why I even fell for him in the first place. It's not as if I cared about him anyway...
well maybe I did for a little bit...

He messed up my brain, he messed up my emotions and he even messed up my whole entire personality. I haven't been myself around my sister and I have been nothing but negative throughout the whole 6 months. Maybe I have fallen head over heels for him just for a split second but it wasn't my fault that he messed me up!

I want him out of my life. I want him out of my brain!

It's so hard to forget about someone you truely cared about for such a long time. Once he was my enemy, then my friend, then he became what I thought was my potential partner—

"Jess?"

"What?"

"You haven't answered the question I asked you a minute ago. Has there been something going through your mind?"

"Pftt, no not at all." I sarcastically responded and rolled my eyes.

I have been seeing my local psychologist for a few months. Adrianna suggested it, not me. I never wanted to see him in the first place because I always thought he was a creep, but anyway...

It kinda helps me a little. I don't regret not going it's just hard to talk about my issues with my family and relationships with other people. Including Mike and you know who. On the topic of Mike, I don't see him much anymore. We only talk like once a month on messenger and that's about it. Not as much as we used to.

I kind of miss it you know. Being happy with my boyfriend who is now my ex boyfriend. But he was a dick so I don't really care what he does now. I think he's in a relationship with a girl who works for him called Holly. She's a nice girl, but her voice is annoying.

I got to stop being negative, even Adrianna realises how bad it's been. I have put on weight because I have been stress eating but I'm not complaining. Food is food. (Lol me)

"Have you been doing your self thinking exercises I have set for you last week?" He asks me looking up from his checklist with his glasses resting on the bridge of his nose.

"Yeah, kinda."

"Well kiddo, its only going to help you."

I sighed and fell back onto the seat lazily.

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"Oh come on Jess." Adrianna says to me in a whiny tone as she saw me resting on the couch with a bag of chips. I glared at her and continued watching tv. Adrianna has been encouraging me to get out of the house but I just couldn't be bothered. I'm worried that I will see someone I don't want to see and they will cause drama.

"You know what you can at least make an effort to get off the couch for one day." She said to me while turning off the tv. I groaned at her but she has a point. I haven't left the house in a while and I think it might be helpful for both of us.

Plus, Adrianna has been so busy lately with work. She finally got a job and she's tired as hell because she's not only supporting herself but for me too.

She grabbed the keys and I lazily pulled my hair up into a messy ponytail with no effort to try to look nice. She's probably going to take me to the shopping centre and drag me to every single store she shops in.

This is going to be great fun...

As soon as we made it to the parking lot of the shopping centre, I instantly regretted coming here. Adrianna was all hyped up and showed me all the different clothing she favourited online. To be honest, they were actually nice looking clothes but they were expensive as hell. I have spent my money on food so if I want anything I am going to have to ask Adrianna to buy it for me.

She's like a mum for me so she has no excuse.

The centre was packed. There were hundreds of people walking in and out of shops, waiting in cues and sitting down chatting with friends and family. "So I'm going to go into H&M for a few things, you can either wait out here for me or come inside." Adrianna offered with a friendly smile.

"Nah, I think I might wait outside. I might go into Mecca later anyways." I said to her whilst looking down onto my phone. She nodded and began walking inside the massive store. Might be waiting here for a little bit.

When I turned around to start window shopping outside H&M, I bumped into a hard chest.

"Hey! Watch it!" I called the person out and began picking up my phone on the ground.

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A/N: how was the first chapter? Any good?

Btw who do you think the person is she bumped into? 😏