I don't think I can handle it, your smile taints my mind.
I'm starting to wonder if it were ever kind.
My eyes are burning red..
When you awake.. I'll be dead..
See this life wasn't meant for me.
I kept everything hid under lock and key.
Maybe it's time to let things out..
But I don't want you to cry or begin to shout.
Please don't take this the wrong way..
I just never wanted to wake up for each new day..
My heart is heavy with broken strings..
Your name in my mind.. I don't know what it brings..
Dear you.. The one who waited it out..
Please do not sit there.. Cry and pout..
Life just wasn't meant for me..
If you loved me.. You would set me free..
I just wanted to share this with you as the last thing I ever wrote..
I don't want to feel anymore so I won't..
I apologize for telling you this way..
This is my suicide note..
