Niall horan imagines :))

I'm back!!!!!! Authors note please read!

Haii!!

I'm bacckkkk!!!

Sorry it's been soo long I kinda gave up on watt pad because I didn't have very many readers.

But for some reason tonight I decided to check up on it.

This is the firs time I have been on for 3 months.

I get on and start crying.

I have over 16 thousand reads!!! That's past my goal!!!

My other books also have more readers but not as much as this one.

I instantly decided I need to get back in to this and start writing again.

You guys are like my second family.

And I love you so much.

But I think you guys need to know why I was gone...

I started to self harm.

And..

I was suicidal..

I was depressed for so long and tried too kill myself over 7 times.

But good news is I'm almost done self harming

Yes I still do it but not as much.

Sad thing is I have scars all down my arms and legs..

And it's summer for me it sucks having to wear a bikini.

But my best friend is the same way.

So we go to the pool together and show off our scars.

We have random people hug us and tell is we are so strong and beautiful.

The one that made me cry was my little cousin.

He came up to me and said he loved me and kissed the cuts on my leg.

He's 4.

I started crying so hard.

I picked him up and hugged him.

Sooo I decided to write a story about a girl who is suicidal and self harms.

And in the story Niall does something to fix it.

So if you want me to write one like that comment.

If any of you are the same way then Kik me (briane_murphy69) and I can help you.

I won't tell anyone.

I love you guys so much.

Thank you for everything!!!

~Briane <3 <3