Niall horan imagines :))

He finds out your secret..

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Your pov.

Once again, I come home from school crying my eyes out just wanting everything to be over with.

I don't get what I ever did to them. They just decided to bully me?? They say I'm ugly and worthless. They are gonna regret that when one day i can't take it anymore. It will just be one little cut and it will all be over with.

After school I'm always home alone for a couple hours because my parents have to work. Which gives me enough time to do what I have been wanting to do all day.

I walk upstairs to my room and throw my bag on my bed. Then walk into my bathroom and open my favorite drawer, pull out the blade and sit down on the floor.

My arm is already covered so I had to move to my legs. I slide the blade across and watch the blood run down my legs

After about 10 minutes of that I feel like it's good enough for the day. I clean the blade off and put it back in the drawer. Then clean off the cuts and go back into my room to change considering the clothes I have on are covered in blood.

I change into shorts and a sweatshirt, put my hair in a bun, then walk back downstairs to grab something to eat.

After I got something to eat I go into the living room and sit down.

As soon as I turn on the tv the doorbell rang.

I got up and went to see who's at the door. I peek out the window to make sure it wasn't some dirty hobo trying to rape or rob me.

Once I see who it is I open the door to be lovely boyfriend Niall.

Niall and I have been dating for 3 years. I'm surprised he hasn't seen my cuts but I usually wear stuff to cover them.

When he sees me he picks me up and spins me around.

He kisses my forehead then we go inside.

Almost everyday after school he comes over and hangs out till my parents get home.

We sat on the couch and decided to watch a movie.

Niall stands up and goes to get a movie when he comes back he glances at me. I didn't worry about it until he turned back around and dropped the movie.

He came closer to me and kneeled down beside me.

"Niall? What are you doing?" I ask as I watch him lift his hand up.

Next thing I know.... he runs his hand across my cuts.

"Wh-why?" I could tell he was upset about it.

After I didn't say anything he stands up and holds his hand out. I put mine in his and he walks me up to my room.

He lays me down on the bed (YOU DIRTY PEOPLE!!! Hehe (: ) and kisses my cuts.

A little bit later once he has kissed all my cuts including my arm he stands back up and picks me up bridal style. He carries me back down to the couch and places me down gently.

He puts the movie in and sits down next to me wrapping his arm around me.

"Why?"

I look up to see Niall staring down at me.

"Why?" he repeats.

I stayed quite.

"Next time you feel like doing it, call me. I know the ones on your leg are new."

He kissed me then we finished watching the movie.

To this day.. My arms and legs have no new cuts on them.

And I'm not suicidal.