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I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY I HAVE BEEN SO SIDETRACKED LATELY I AM SO ASHAMED ILY ALL SO MUCH PLEASE DONT BE UPSET WITH ME !!!!!!!!
I have been working a lot with my youth group and we have been planning Mission trips and one I'm about to go on is to Mexico so I have been so busy preparing for that I have forgotten to tell y'all the rest of my story so here goes some more ily!!!
As I was telling you before about my sisters best friend Amelia she was killed head on by an impaired driver.. He was high off of drugs and he made a stupid mistake of getting behind the wheel of a car and driving. He was driving down 411 highway and saw a cop pass him on the other side of the road. We assumed he panicked and started to speed up, so like any cop would do he turned around and went after him. The cop got over the hill of the highway and was shocked at the site. Amelia's car was smashed to pieces. She was killed instantly *Thank God* but the s.o.b suffered and died at 2 a.m. that morning.
I remember my step dad picking me up from school like he normally did and getting a call on his fire radio (he is a firefighter) that there was a bad crash one dead one being flown in on life star. I remember the drive there was so, dead almost. Jason *my step dad* had told us Amelia was in a wreck, but said she was okay. I didn't know at the time that Amelia had died he said she was ok so I assumed she was still with us. We got there and I remember my step dad saying stay in the cat and don't leave. I saw what I thought to be someone else's car and a woman dressed in a black floral blouse and black dress pants crying. I remember my little sister Hailey yelling at the camera crews to leave and to give them some room.
My uncle Kevin came to pick us after about ten minutes to meet my dad. We pulled up to the gas station and I saw tears in my dads eyes. I asked him "dad what's wrong" and he just smiled and said "Nothing just get in the car." so me and Hailey did.
We got to his house and my friend Miranda texted me saying "Taylor I'm so sorry for your loss" I was confused and didn't know what to say back so I called her
M- Hey I'm so sorry Tay I knew that Amelia meant a lot to you
T- What are you talking about ? She didn't die the man did
M- No hun I'm watching the news right now they said Amelia died on impact
T-I have to go.
I hung up the phone and for the first time in a long time. I cried. I cried for what felt like days but was only mere seconds before my teary eyed father came into my room and saw my tears. Wrapping me up in a hug crying with me. I remember him just saying "Its what God wanted. God gained another angel. She is in a better place I promise."
I remember walking into my little sisters room seeing her watching TV And her asking what was wrong I just smiled and said "nothing sis" and walked away. I had this crush on a guy named Nick he was in my grade (9th) and I called him crying because of Amelia. ya know what he said ? "oh I'm sorry but I have to go bye." and hung up that's all I got out of this guy. ugh it kills me to think thats the guy I liked so much.
A couple hours later my older sister mum and step dad knocked on the door to my dads house to pick us up. I can still picture my sisters face when I saw her walk through the door. I remember her crying as I hugged her wanting to take her pain away. I remember seeing my mother who is as strong minded as a bull breakdown. I still she the images of her waking up my little sister Hailey. God if you would of saw her face when she saw us all crying. I wanted to walk down to the hospital that held the man who killed Amelia and cover his face with a pillow. My mother woke up Hailey saying "baby Im so sorry."
and that's all it took. she burst into tears like a waterfall.
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guys I'm sorry but I can't finish the rest of my story tonight this has me really emotional and I can't get through it at all. I'm so sorry but I can't. I promise to update asap I promise promise ilysm
