Dean's Twin

Chapter 4: Alone in my Mind

            A/B you're gonna get hit up with like 2-3 or more chapters because I don't have a life! k BYE!  This is a long ass chapter soooooo yeah. 

**Dean's POV**

          I sigh as we walk out to Sonny's old Ford Fairlane Ranchero. "Bro, my dad had one of these!" Tori basically screams in joy. To my surprise, she lifts the hood. "Really? A 352 CID Engine? You could of put something way faster Sonny Boy!" Tori says looking in Sonny with surprise. I was amazed, Wow. I mean wow. 

Sonny laughed breaking my thought process, "Cat gotcha tongue?" he says getting into the drivers seat Tori was in the truck fighting with Sonny about the radio, I shake my head and jump in the truck. Sonny had a emotionless face while Tori was wearing the biggest grin I've ever seen. "What-" I was cut off by Tori leaning over the seats turning on the..... The rock station? "Awww don't be too sad Sonny. This is Theory of a Deadman you're welcome!" I chuckled. 

"Come on Sunny, It's rock!" I exclaimed as he turned on the radio.  'cat country'  "Sorry kid. No one tells me what plays on my station." He chuckles as he turns up  Garth Brooks. 

I was looking at the country as we drove, I hear a voice that made me wipe my head around, Tori was singing as she looked out the window.  

"Dancing bears,

Painted wings,

Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December.
Someone holds me safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully across my memorySomeone holds me safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully across my memory."

Tori sang softly to herself as she looked at the scenery through the window. "Mom?" I ask quietly, "What?" Tori asked softly as I looked at her with sad eyes. "It's a nothing. You just sound like her. It's funny because she used to sing that." I chuckle softly. "I'm sorry." Tori said sending me a small sad smile. "It's good." I say returning the smile, Tori turned to look at the window. As soon as she did her smile fell into a heavy sigh. We pulled up to the diner, Tori leaned looking at it like it was something new. "What? You've never eaten at a diner before?" I joke fully asked. "Does being drunk and stumbling into a Denny's at 2:30 in the morning count?" Tori says looking at me getting out of the car laughing. "Wow" me and Sonny say at the same time. We walk into the diner, I offered Tori the window seat. She nodded in thanks then slide into the booth. "Tori whatcha gonna get?" I ask playfully bumping my shoulder into hers. "Oh, Nothin" She replied as she played with the black hair tie in her hands. "I can't tell if that was a joke or not." Sonny says looking up from his menu, she giggled, "I'm not hungry, but thanks." She replied without hesitating. "Is that why you stole bread and lunch meat? Cuz you're no hungry?" Sonny says sternly to Tori. I Raise my eyebrows at her, she let out a sigh. "Precisely." she said before climbing behind the booth and got out, "Be back gotta pee" she replied. I chuckled and started ordering. 

I checked my watch, "She's been peeing for 15 minutes." I tell Sonny, he puts his palm in his face. "Damit" I say looking down. 

**Tori's POV** 

I get to the bathroom, I sigh,'don't deserve this tori, you're bad, no one loves you. dad's told you many times all men are there to hurt you, not immediately but sooner or later. you'll get hurt, your mother died hating before you were 5, you dad threw you away to an orphanage. I only took you because you were broken and no one would notice if you were gone. You can steal easily and manipulate men. You'll throw your self like the whore you are'  I shake my head before I put cold water on my face and the back of my neck. I dry my face trying not to smudge my makeup then I walk out. I notice the boys lookin' down jump into my seat startling Dean and Sonny. "Miss me?" I laugh. They both smile at me, I actually smiled back at them, I usually fake it but this was an actual smile. 'wow' I say under my breath catching deans attention, "What?" he says with a mouth full of what I can see bacon cheeseburger. I laugh at him, "First of don't talk with you mouth full, and I didn't realized you guys got worried when I was in the bathroom for awhile." He swallowed his food, "Speaking why did it take you so long?" he confusing me and Sonny. I raise an eyebrow, "Nothin' I just really like the song selection for the bathroom." I say laughing, Sonny starting laughing as well then dean too.