I didn't think I would be writing this anytime soon but here we are. This book has existed since January 2016 (I can't remember the actual date but I know it was sometime around then) and is still being updated to this day. I honestly didn't think it would last that long. I thought I would eventually forget about it and never have anything to do with it ever again, but I didn't. This book has become something precious to me. It had given me a place to shout out all of my feelings during a time when no one would listen to them. It especially helped during 2017, which was the worst and best year of my life. I had stopped going to school because of mental problems, I was going through a borderline abusive relationship and I was losing friends left and right. This book was here for me. I could say whatever I wanted to say (even if it was just cryptic shit) and not feel like someone was going to judge me for it. I may not get as many views as I did when I first started writing this but I don't care about that, I'm just glad I have a place where I feel safe.
I also have to thank everyone who's stuck with me from the beginning. You've seen me go through all my obsessions and phases. You've watched me grow into the person I am now. You saw me go from annoying weaboo Eilidh to less annoying gay weaboo Eilidh and I'll be forever glad that you did, as embarrassing as it is. And to the people who are just joining me now, I hope you're enjoying this book and you are free to laugh and cringe at all the 2016 chapters. Don't worry. I am too.
All I really wanted to say is thank you for taking this journey with me throughout the years. I truly am grateful.
now I gotta go back to being a tough bitch
no sappy shit
expect some dumbass chapter later when I'm not being lazy
fuck the policw
YOU ARE READING
My shit journal (FINISHED)
Random(FINISHED) This book has literally just become a place for me to infodump about my SI's without people telling me to shut the fuck up. read it tho I need wattpad revenue
