Eun Chae's POV
We all finished our tour and we are finally back in Korea!~ We have a last concert here in Korea and after that we are gonna rest and work on our next comeback.I was inside my own studio stressing out about the lyrics amd beat that will be for our new song.I haven't come out of my studio to eat and sleep.I looked like a monster and i put my phone in silent so i couldn't get any distractions but i didn't think of it as a negative way of ignoring other people.Then i stood up and was going to make another cup of coffee then i saw Jungkook infront of me"What are you doing here?"I asked
"You sound VERY happy upon seeing me"Jungkook sarcastically said
"I just asked what are you doing here"I said
"Why are you avoiding my calls and texts?"He asked
"I was busy"I said
"I even tried to ask other people what's going on with you and none of them know what's going on with you"Jungkook said in a firm voice
"I was working on our song for our comeback"I said
"But you should've just texted me that your doing something"Jungkook said
"Look Jungkook I'm tired Can you just understand me!?"I said getting irritated.Things got intense and me and Jungkook accidentally said something to each other that was sensitive
"Stop being such a baby! Act like a adult will you!?"I said and he looked at me in disbelief
"Well stop being such a workaholic and no one appreciates your songs! Stop producing songs that isn't a hit!"Jungkook said and we blew up.I went inside my studio and i fall down as i cry.Me and Jungkook never experienced a really heated fight.
"I'm so stupid"I said hitting myself i the head.I went to the chair and slumped down i got my pen and just wrote some words on my notebook.I went to another page and wrote another song about what i'm actually experiencing for a few days since the start of our Tour which is depression.I was rushing to make the beat and the flow of the song.I made 2 songs in 5 hours
"Ugggh My neck hurts"I said.I look at my clock and it was time for me to go to Gocheok Sky Dome.I dressed up

I went outside looking like a monster and i bumped into iKON
"Hey!"They all said and they were dressed up
"Hey..."I said lifeless
"Wassup with you?"Bobby asked me and i sighed
"I'm not in the mood..Me and Jungkook fought earlier"I said and sighed again
"This is the reason why I'm single"Yunhyeong said and i chuckled
"See smile more will ya? You look prettier when you smile"Jinhwan said
"Such a flirt"Hanbin said and we laughed as Jinhwan smacked him
"Should we go together then?"I asked and they nodded as we went to their van and we catched up
"We're here?"Chanwoo asked and we were outside
"I need to go now! See you later!~"I said and waved goodbye at them.I went insode and we rehearsed the performances and we planned a suprise to confuse YOUTH.When all of our performances are done we dressed up

I put the jacket on my waist as the members do emotional messages.When it was my turn i smiled
"First I wanna say hello to iKON who is watching is right now!"I said and waved at them at the VIP Area
"Do their dance!"I hear fans say and They started to sing iKON's Love Scenario and i started to dance and i laughed.
"So i wanted to thank the YOUTH who has been with us through our Journey!~ I also wanna thank my mom for taking care of me and raising me well.I wanna thank our choreographer,vocal teachers and also rap teachers!"I said
"I wanna say hi to my baby Dong Min!~ I hope your doing well with my Eomma always remember that Eomma and Appa loves you and i hope we can spend more time together as a whole family"I said and smiled as the fans squealed
"I actually wanted to tell you all this..But"I said and sighed thinking of the thought of me and Jungkook's fight.
"Me and Jungkook fought earlier"I said and the fans 'aweeeed'
"I was so immature earlier.. I was tired from all the practice,concerts,me skipping meals and just stressing about everything and i was so sensitive earlier and i said something that i regret...I was a pabo"I said getting emotional
"You really are a pabo"Mi Ju said and LN Unni hit her and i chuckled
"He was just taking care of me and i was being such a Byung-"I said and i relaised what i'm saying...I almost cursed!
"Anyways i really wanted to tell sorry to him.I really don't deserve him I'm such a bad wife"I said and cried while Jung Ha unni pat my back.
"Ahhh Mianhe"I said through my sobs.When everyone's speech is over we waved goodbye at the fans
"Annyeong! Everyone go home safely!"Da In unni said and i rushed to the dressing room and changed
The Makeup Unni's did a good job on doing the bruises on my body seriously it really looks real.I went backstage and some YOUTH already went home.The lights turned off and the YOUTH were confused at what is happening.I went on stage and the spotlight was on me and i started to sing a preview of our new song 'Stuck'
"Help me in these corners that i call hell
I am in a room that is dark
These insecurities i have been feeding her made her stronger
I am stuck"I sang and YOUTH were taking a video.The song stopped and all of the YOUTH focused on every movement i do.I fall down on my knees and looked at the camera that was filming me so it can show on the big screen"Help me"I said through the mic i'm holding
"Save me from this thing i call hell"I said and 'fainted' and the lights turned off as i ran backstage.
"Your such a good actress! This is gonna make YOUTH confused"Manager Unni said and i smiled and highfived her.I went to the van and we went home as i wiped off the makeup.
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