Eun Chae's P.O.V After Months of practicing and writing some lyrics,producing the beat of the song we finally have a comeback.I had alot of ideas running through my mind but Teddy oppa all rejected them and i wad frustrated until i made lyrics about fighting for love and mature love.Our comeback is "Fight For Love" and our album is really cool.It's an easy song to sing to but the choreography is ultra hard even Jungha Unnni,The Main Dancer said that the choreography is too hard that it's like a boy group choreography.The song is about 7 girls fighting or should i say killing each other for one boy to fall inlove with them but in the end just one survives(Da In unni) and gets the boy's heart.We went to THE SHOW and we were in the waiting room and i dressed up
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Since my hair is now long again i decided to dye my hair in an ombré grey anddddd we started filming our Reality Show 'The Real Impact G' so it was normal that cameras follow us around but i saw that Ji Ae was always whispering at the camera since we were in the car it was really suspicious.Then Manager Unni got a call and it was kind of like serious and it felt like she was frustrated and my Hairstylist unni kept making me look straight because she was still hairspraying my hair.
"This is bad"I heard Manager Unni say
"Manager Unni where is LN unni?"I asked
"I-i just.."Manager Unni said i stood up and went to her as i grabbed her shoulder lightly
"Unni are you ok-"I asked
"CAN YOU JUST STOP FOR A MOMENT!? I'M STRESSED OUT BECAUSE LN IS IN THE HOSPITAL!!! SHE GOT IN AN ACCIDENT!!"Manager Unni screamed and i was speechless just froze as she went out the door and slammed the door close and Jungha Unni looked at me with a dissaproving face
"Yah Kim Eun Bin!"Jungha unni called my name in a serious tone i looked at her
"Didn't you see that Manager Unni was stressed and frustrated earlier?"She asked seriously and i looked down guilty
"Yah! Look at me! Answer!"Jungha unni said and i looked at her
"I didn't know"I said sad
"You should've had manners it's like Aunty didn't teach you anything"Jungha unni said looking deadly at me
"I'm sorry"I said
"You should be. I bet your DAD will not be impressed by your OWN BEHAVIOUR"Jungha Unni said and it was really quiet like super quiet no one even talked as i put my head down holding back my tears.
"Impact G backstage!"A staff said
"Hi guys sorry i'm late i just got a cast on my hand"LN Unni suddenly came in and i was happy immediately smiled and LN unni smiled back at me but then Jungha unni whispered something to her then she frowned and left in a cold aura and they all left me all alone in the waiting room as i weakly got up from the couch and went outside with the camera following me.When we were backstage Hairstylist Unni was fixing my in ear piece while my Makeup Unni was fixing my makeup.I totally avoided the other members since they are all mad on me so it's better to ignore them and get this show done.We went on stage and i immediately smiled because of the fans cheering,the only thing that keeps me strong right now.Our performance started as i just put on a fierce and badgirl look smirking and licking my lips at the camera as i winked.After the performance they waited at the waiting room while i get some fresh air since there are still alot of people performing after us.I was just outside the building and sat down on the sidewalk.I felt weak and kind of feel like i'm dead
"I'm so tired"I said at the camera clearly having a stressed look.I just wanna break down right now but i have to kept my professionalism and couldn't just cry infront of the camera.
"Mr.Cameraman can you give me some time alone? I just have something to do"I asked kindly and he nodded as he went inside the building and i just buried my face in my knees and just broke down.I took my phone out and wiped my tears as i called someone
"Hello?"I heard the other line say
"Hello?"I said
"Oh? Eun bin?"The other line said
"Mom.."I said and sniffled
"Why are you crying?"Mom asked and i explained everything that happened and just broke down again
"Oh..Well they shouldn't have put out their anger on you~ my poor child~"Mom said and i chuckled bitterly as i wiped my tears away
"It's ok now mom,Thanks again"I said
"Alright sweetie,I love you"Mom said
"I love you too"I said and hung up as i wiped my tears away and breathed in and out as i nervously went inside again and went to our waiting room yo see all of them gone.. Oh wait! It's awarding time! I rushed to go backstage and sneaked up as i stayed at the back with VICTON sunbaenim.
"Oh? Eun Chae why aren't you at the front?"Seungwoo Oppa asked
"We had a little fight and i just went outside to get some fresh air and yeah.."I said
"Hey Noona,isn't it your birthday today?"Subin asked
"Oh? It is?"I asked as i thinked for a second
"Aigoo She forgot her own birthday"Seungsik oppa said and ruffled my hair
"Oh it is.."I said realizing it was my birthday
"Well Happy Birthday!~"Byungchan said and smiled as i chuckled and pinched his cheeks
"Your so cute"I said
"Huh? But noonnnnaaaaa i'mmm yooouurrr favourite!~"Subin said and did aegyo as i laughed and also pinched his cheeks
"Aigoo your also cute,don't worry"I said
"How about me?"Sejun suddenly said and did aegyo
"It does not suit you"I said and he frowned
"Just kidding! You are also cute,Sejun"I said and pinched his cheeks and patted his shoulder
"Impact G!"I heard the MC said as we were goofing around and fans screaming as i heard LN Unni's voice very cheerful not like earlier.
"Congratulations~ You won!"Heo Chan said and i just smiled weakly and when the other idols were going down i see the 6 of them happy without me.I just went down with the other idols and just grabbed my stuff and leaved the place immediately but still in my stage outfit.I hailed a cab and just went straight to my YG.I went straight to uncle's office
"Oh? Why are he-"He asked
"I want to leave the group"I said
"What!? But your 2 years now why leave the group?"Uncle asked shocked
"Their happier without me"I said and simply smiled and uncle looked at me with worry on his face
"Are you sure?"He asked
"I can go solo"I said
"Eun Chae you should think about what your getting yourself into before you make decisions that will make you regret!"Uncle said
"I HAVE MADE MY DECISION! MY DECISION IS TO LEAVE IMPACT G! Can't you see? Their happier without me!? Just because of a little accident that turned into a fight that turned to this!! I didn't want this! I just wanted them to be happy! HAPPY WITHOUT ME! THIS IS MY LAST DECISION AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE MY MIND! I'M OFFICIALLY LEAVING IMPACT G! NOW UNCLE,CAN YOU JUST PLEASE SUPPORT ME FOR MY DECISION!?"I screamed and was crying the whole time and my legs gave in and i just crashed to the ground hitting my head into the hard table infront of the chairs and the last thing i hear is..
