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HI, PANGANAY!
I do not want To burden you This Christmas eve With words That I am not even certain If you would understand
Not that you lack Good reading comprehension skills But it is That I have said these words Too many times before And they never seemed to reach you.
You call me different nicknames And so I did with you We were opposites But we were also similars I know, it's weird But I am fascinated by this weirdness between us
You are a beautiful being A great friend One I can always rely on You are seldom late and if you ever were It is because you're fulfilling your "eldest child" duties And that makes you more attractive
I can never tell if you are joking Or if you are being serious You are a puzzle And I love playing detective At first, I thought that I was doing things right To let myself fall for you
I accepted your flaws Your mannerisms and your beauty I once compared to an old feeling That you soon surpassed You were unpredecented Unpredictable
You are a mystery But sadly I am not the one destined To figure you out Remember that day When I confessed my feelings to you?
We were riding a public vehicle And there were strangers Surrounding us But I couldn't keep The secret any longer And so I told you
I cannot forget how much surprised You were back then How you uttered one profane word As you expressed your disbelief I experienced a rollercoaster of emotions After that day
The feelings I had for you Almost drove me insane But someone saved me from you And now that it has been more than a month Since I was rescued, I found myself My feelings, my thoughts crawling back to you
But this time It was not a free fall There was the air resistance There was friction And that was the one who saved me From totally losing myself
Just because you won't give me The slightest hope that you like me back I am in a mess right now I feel so ashamed of myself for feeling this way So this is an open letter That I hope and pray will reach you and that will reach me, too
I wish the best For the both of us I know we will both do well in life God has promised that for the two of us (and for everyone) And he will keep it Not like me who always break promises.
Finally I want to write down these three words I can never say to you I love you
