AN: Unedited. So literally, expect a lot of typos, grammatical errors etc.
By: Faye Damon
Requested by: psychotic_elitexx
Memories we cherished before
that pass through swiftly.
The delight mesh that sparks
on me was unstoppable before.
Defensing tease to lulled you're
long-tongued that still visible in my seeing.
The sound of you're snore that retains to echo in my ear.
The contagious smile that completes my day was upon a previous.
I just close this eyes to interrupt my reminiscing.
Together sitting under the windy tree that blows you're prosy hair.
Melodious speaking and masterly studying that can think me deeply.
You walked with confidence in the building that no one queenbee dares
to compete.
We talked, laugh and cry for
a purpose and now, my mind
said It's only an imagination.
I just keep to closed this eyes
to hide the amazement and those illusions.
I went again to our favorite place. walking to look for the picture you &me.
The basket loaded of happiness before was empty anymore.
The moment that we used before was gone anymore.
I just close this eyes to hide the pain that remain scars from the past.
Holding hands while walking
just like a normal and cute couple.
People stares on us that we're newly came-out from the prison.
When you gets hurt, I blame myself for not cautious.
A piggy-back-ride I could offer when you're foot is injured.
I just closed this eyes to gone my care for you.
Our special day has come and
yet I'm just still remembering.
I'm wandering if you remember
it too.
Red roses, chocolates, and stuff toys was I give to you and, I'm wondering if you keep that in your heart and mind too.
A near park that we usually go with and the bench that we sitting together was now unoccupied.
I'm wondering too if you still visiting the park and occupy a sit on that bench.
It's better to remain close this eyes than keeping it open, the pain was sensible when we meet again, you're with someone that I didn't expected to be with you.
It hurts to the bottom of my
heart that anytime I'm ready enough to die.
The spark on you're eyes that directs only to me before was changed a beam smile that flashed to the man that replace my position.
I regret for letting you go.
I hope that I have a time machine to go back from the past and still beside you,
hugging you from behind,
holding you're hands tightly, and holding some strands behind your ear.
I can't back from the past Coz
I made the regretful decision,
to leave you under the rain-drops
in the sky.
And closing my eyes was the reliever to lessen my heavy feeling. Darkness was I have seen and I'm afraid if
I open my seeing.....
you're already tied with someone else.
~Roxetteyes
