Living with a shattered heart..........

Chapter 3

I walk until i see the sun start to set and think to myself that i should probably try to find shelter for the night. I walk down a small alley way and find an empty dumpster and think that will have to do. i climb in and am surprised when it doesnt stink. i take off my book bag and lay it down and use it as a pillow. I look up at the stars and wonder how my life came to this.

*flashback*

I gently touched my baby brother Kamden's hand as daddy drives us all home  home from the hospital. Mommy was so happy when she  found out she was  finally having the baby boy she always wanted and Daddy is happy when Mommy is. I am happy to have a baby brother but it feels like they are picking Kamden over me and making me feel like hes better than me. Daddy didnt want a girl because he says they are weak and to emotional and that he wants a son so he can grow up to be just like him. I wish i was as good as Kamden....

Its been awhile since we brought Kamden home and he is now almost 2 years old. We finally got our dream house with an indoor pool and a puppy. Our puppy is a 3 month old white german shepard puppy named Blue. She got her name from her eye color.  I got her for my 8th birthday a week and a half ago and Kamden loves her. 

Our house is very nice with 3 stories, an indoor pool, 4 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, and a very big yard. The front room opens into the living room and then connects to the kitchen then a bathroom. The hallway leads to 2 bedrooms, another bathroom and they playroom which connects with the deck and pool. Then the hallway goes downstairs to to more bedrooms and the last bathroom. The bedrooms upstairs are Mommy and Daddys and Kamdens and mines downstairs along with a storage room. 

I decide to take Blue out to go to the bathroom and think about Kamden. Mommy and Daddy went to the quick shop around the corner and should be home in a couple minutes and im in charge of watching Kamden for about 20 minutes but he should be ok playing in the playroom for about 5 minutes. i call for Blue and she comes running around the corner and out side. Its very warm outside and i look around as i wait for Blue to do her buisness. She finishes and runs back to the door. I laugh and in no hurry walk over to the door and pet her for awhile before letting her back in as she walks to the chair and lies down. I walk inside and shut and lock the door and gasp then scream when i see Kamden.