Suicide || G.D

Fifteen

- Your POV-
Grayson didn't even bother telling me that his other friends were gonna be here , I could feel their harsh stares on me as soon as I walked in, I couldn't even eat anything because they'll make fun of me . Why does Grayson even hang out with a fat girl like me ? He can be with so many other people , but he chose me out of everyone in that school to ask to his party and to even go eat with. So I'm in charge of buying the alcohol since the liquor store owner is my moms best friend. We get to his house about 9:30 to start setting up , Ethan comes out by the pool where we are all standing "Yo Y/N, looking good tonight girl !!!" He's already been drinking , I know that for a fact. So I decided that tonight is gonna be a night where I get fucked up and I don't even care who sees , I have to show people I'm not some lame fat girl , who does nothing everyday.

-Grayson's POV-
The party is starting to roll in, and so many people are showing up. There's alcohol everywhere , and even weed . How crazy is that, we haven't threw a party in months. I see Y/N actually enjoying herself and talking to Jessica , she has a cup in her hand and I can't see her even drinking alcohol so I go up to her "Hey Y/N, what ya drinking ? Some kool-aid??"
"Yea Yea, real funny Dolan. This is actually vodka and lemonade . Do you really wanna try some ? I think you're a pussy who can't take alcohol ." Wow , did she really just call me a pussy out of no where ? Who does she think she is . I put her up against the wall and show her who's boss . "Don't you ever call me a pussy again, I will show you what a pussy looks like and it's definitely not me . You won't be calling me that when I'm in yours tonight , bitch." Her body tenses up really fast, and she even bites her lip, maybe I shouldn't have said that because now she probably wants to fuck me .

-Your POV-
Wow , wtf gray. He all of a sudden got mean to me, and it was so hot . I loved every bit of it , I know I've never had sex before , but Grayson was making me wanna lose it all right now , especially when he bites his lip. "Woah gray where did that even come from, if I say you're a pussy then you are one , a loose one at that." He grabs me by my arms , and whispers in my ear "Y/N, I know how bad you want me , but you need to chill because I know you're drunk" "Gray I'm not even drunk like that, and I don't even want you like that , I hear stuff about you, your sex game is so weak, why would I even bother" I'm laughing so hard right now . I think I made him really mad because he grabs my hair and makes me go upstairs. We go to his bedroom , and he locks the door . "So what's that shit you've been talking !!!" "Grayson it was all a joke I promise please calm down." As I'm speaking he moves closer and closer to me , and he pulls down his pants and boxers "I don't wanna fuck you , because your like my best friend , but you can put your mouth on it , that I'll allow" .....

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