Suicide || G.D

Fourteen

-Your POV-
So after four days of begging , I finally agreed to go to a party at the Dolan's house , idk how gray did it , but he finally got me to say yes . I have no idea what to even wear to a party that's gonna be full of skinny beautiful girls , and then I'm gonna come in there wearing something SO stupid . Jessica decided to come with me , which is good because if I get picked on for my weight , so will she . I know that's a bad thought , but hey I need some help here . *ding ding*
Gray- Hey y/n are you almost ready? I wanted to go out to eat first with you.
Me- um no, I have no idea what to wear . What should I wear !!!
Gray- don't worry hun, you'll look good in anything. Maybe a hot dress ?? ;))
Me- okay, yea I most definitely own one of those !!
So now Grayson's coming in 30 minutes to pick me up, and I have nothing to wear . I FaceTime Jessica and she helps me out. I finally decide on these super skinny ripped cuffed jeans , with a low cut blouse that's also loose , and some converse . I add some makeup , maybe a bit too much but I don't even care , I feel beautiful . I put my hair in a half down half up do and then I curl what's down, then I hear a knock at the door "Y/N, that hot boy is here !!!" "Ok thanks mom for the info." Why would my mom ever call a teenager hot , ew.

-Grayson's POV -
I show up to y/n house , I know this is mean, but it's really not that great of a house, I expected better . She comes out, and she's actually looking so so hot, like I feel a boner coming. "Hey gray!!" And she has the biggest smile ever , and her smile is so beautiful to me . "Hey sexy, looking good . I totally thought you would wear a dress though." "Yea I don't do dresses , I just thought you should know"
We go to the restaurant and some of my boys are there waiting for me , they had no idea I'll be with Y/N . "Hey Gray!!!" I hear everyone say, then they see Y/N with me and everyone gets quiet and I can feel her start to tense up and feel uncomfortable. We take our seats , and Y/N doesn't even wanna eat anything because my friends made her really uncomfortable, I honestly feel bad, because even though she's bigger , she's honestly the most beautiful girl I've known .