My Oppa: I Hated You Until I Love You ( Bts Ver. )

VII : What It Feels To Be Your Girl?

KAMRYS POV*

It's been like a month since that trip. Good things happened and I was happy. I never knew that Jungkook likes me.

FLASHBACK

" You remember that time when we went to a beach doing the same thing we're doing right now? " I changed the mood...

" eung.. and it was the day before I left you " he sitted right next to me

" Do you know what's on my mind back then that I kept on thinking until now? "

" huh? No.. what was it? "

" uhmm.... that someday I will love this man... be with him until our last breath " I stop myself from crying

" mianhae Yeon-ah " he just faced his lap... feeling guilty over what he have done to me...

" uhmmm... but one day he left me, I didn't know what I've done.. if there's something wrong about me.. Did he hate me??. Maybe I'm ugly for him. I have this kind of thought. I looked for him, didn't stop even if I die... but can't... I stopped looking for him. Maybe he doesn't care. Until one day I saw him on the stage, dancing. He seems to be happy. Maybe he forgets about me. " he cuts me off

" ani Yeon-ah " I can say he's crying now.

" shh... I'm not yet done.. I don't know what to do. If I confront him people will hate him and it will hurt him and me, if not it's okay... atleast his not hurt. Days have passed and then we become classmates, again. I know it's him at the first place, but I'm trying not to be obvious. Is it fate who brought us to be together again? I just prayed that I hope we will be together, I hope he will not leave me again. " I looked at him crying.

" You know what.. I have this girl in my life that I've loved. It's a waste cause I left her cause of my greed... Yeon-ah... mianhae.. neomu mianhae " I hugged him tightly.

" hajima.. it's not you who have the problem but me... Aigoo. But as I've said I completely forget everything. I put them on my past and tried not to look at them, again " and then I felt something, so soft. He suddenly kissed me. Nagawa ko lang ay umiyak.

END OF FLASHBACK

I'm living the dream I have when I was young. Yes we are now officially a couple di ko talaga inexpect to. We keep it a secret except for the bangtan, cause I don't want to ruin them. And that dream, that weird dream. It's been a month, that dream didn't came back and I hope it will not. But it keeps on bothering me.

It's saturday and we are planning to visit Jeju island with the boys. Jungkook visited me in my house. And He said he wants me to come with him cause he doesn't want me to go alone.

" Babe are you done packing? " he said while hugging me... ughh how can I pack if this guy keeps on hugging me like there's no tomorrow.

" Not yet babe, if you keep on hugging me things will not get better " I giggled... dirty minded alert. Nah I'm not like that.

" ok " he let go of me and layed on my bed. Well I hate when people lay on my bed but now I don't cause he's my babe.

" Jungkook.. are you sure nothing will happen? What if people will recognize you. This will become a bad news " I looked at him with a concerned face. Yeah he's sleeping but he's listening

" Yeon-ah.. hm?? Don't worry nothing will happen. I will make sure you that " he stood up and held my hand. He's soft as before.