Chapter 08
Jisung shot up once he woke up, he looked around when he remembered what had happened before he blacked out and gulped when he felt someone hugging his waist.
Turning slowly, he saw a sleeping Chenle. The sight made Jisung's eyes open widely and he gasped when the older suddenly opened his eyes.
"You're up.." Chenle yawned before sitting up next to Jisung and gasped when the younger hugged him tightly.
"Bubs are you ok?" He asked worriedly and held him close, only for Jisung to let out a shaky sigh."Baobao, you need to tell me.. Otherwise I'll just assume the worst." Chenle frowned and looked at Jisung.
With a saddened expression Jisung shook his head, "I-I can't Lele.."Gasping softly once he noticed that the younger male's eyes had gotten watery, he quickly cupped his cheeks.
"Jisungie, no matter what it is I'll support you. You know that, don't cry anymore today please and just tell—""I-I just can't Chenle! D-damnit it's disgusting and it's a sin! J-just please leave! It'll be better for you do just leave me alone!" Jisung snapped and hung his head low, gripping his sleeves arm tightly as he trembled in Chenle's arms.
Shocked, Chenle stared at the younger before slowly pulling his arms. "Jisung—"
"G-get out!" Jisung yelled and pulled himself away even more and whimpered silently when he hit the wall harshly with his arm, he clutched it to his chest and continued to stare at the ground.
Though he didn't expect to suddenly hear a slam and flinched, he looked at his bed and saw that Chenle had finally left.
Sliding down the wall, Jisung covered his face and shook his head as he thought to himself."Y-you idiot..you shouldn't like him. You'll hurt him.." Jisung mumbled to himself before falling on his side and curling into a ball.
CLIFF.
With a silent Chenle walking down the staircase, Jeno looked at him with confusion. "Is Jisung ok?" He asked slowly and Chenle looked at him in annoyance.
"Jeno hyung, i think you should try to talk to him. Clearly he doesn't want me here at the moment so I'll be going." He mumbled to the older and began to walk towards the door.
With wide eyes, Jeno watched in shock as Chenle walked out and shut the door. Immediately he ran up upstairs and towards Jisung's room.
"Jisung!" He yelled loudly as soon as he ran in, only to gasp when he noticed Jisung on the floor."What hyung.." Jisung mumbled quietly and caused Jeno to sigh in relief.
"Hey bud, what happened?" He asked softly and walked over to the younger male.Shaking his head, Jisung hugged his knees tighter. "I-I wanna die hyung, this feeling that I'm growing i-is disgusting.."
Confused, Jeno sat next to him and patted his head. "Is there a reason why you couldn't tell Chenle that feeling? When he came downstairs he seemed—""Annoyed.. I know. As he should hyung, he shouldn't have come saved me that day we met..I knew he was just gonna get hurt." Jisung whimpered.
Jeno frowned and carefully wrapped his arms around the younger, "Hey, don't say that Jisung. You have gotten better ever since Chenle has come into your life...Out of anything, he's protecting you with every last drop of energy he has. That kid really loves you."
In response, Jisung immediately started to cry "T-that's the problem hyung" he sobbed and trembled. "That's the stupid disgusting p-problem! I-I'm s-starting to l-like C-Chenle and I know that i-it's weird and I don't want to tell him b-but it hurts."
Jeno held Jisung close as the smaller boy continued to cry, he frowned when he realized what was going on.
Jisung likes Chenle.
End of chapter 09
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2020 edit; duuuude im making the book even worse omfg
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FanfictionJisung stopped by that cliff on a day That changed his life. Date started ; 180501 Date ended ; 180529 [2020 UPDATE ; MAJORLY EDITED/REWRITTEN]