CLIFF. [chensung ff]

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Chapter 11
Warning SUICIDAL thoughts

Jisung ran out after being shouted at by Chenle, his heart and head were pounding as he tried to recollect his breathe.
Failing, he fell to his knees after finding he was in the area where they had met, and now closer to the cliff.

Kill yourself, he doesn't need you anymore.

He already knows that you're gay, so why would he wanna hang out with you anymore?

Let alone date your annoying ass!

He's honestly just feeling pity for your ass, he never truly wanted to befriend you.

Jisung trembled and curled into a ball at the edge of the cliff, he shuddered when he felt the wind flow past him.
His teary eyes wide while looking down at the city below as he clutched his hair.

Go die already will ya?

He doesn't love you, that's why he never cared after you snapped at him!

You should've been dead by now!

"P-please leave me alone..." he begged and covered his eyes as his small thin frame trembled.
His mind raced, should he just end his life? Like he was suppose to 6 months ago when he first met Chenle? Maybe the voice is right. He thought

Jisung threw his head back and stared at the sky with tears streaming down his pale face.
Does Chenle really want me to die?

Yes your moron so kill yourself already

Fall off this mountain already.

Get a knife and go cut!

Jisung whimpered and hugged his knees, fisting his sweatshirt.
"Please... Stop..."
It's been 9 months since he last cut.
Everyone had always stopped him before he could get a hold of that box, or even talked him out of it.

Sniffling and wiping his tears, he heard shouts and snapped his back to see who it was.
Jisung froze when he realized it was his name being called, "Jisung!"

Chenle...

Before he could stand, he gasped when the wind started to get strong and he nearly fell off.
"Jisung—NO!"

Jisung's eyes widened as he felt himself get pushed off, he yelled in fear but shut his eyes, getting ready for impact.

I'm sorry Chenle.

Jisung felt someone grip his hand, he snapped his eyes opened and he saw that Chenle's hand gripped his while the older had tears streaming down his face.

"H-hold on Ji!" Chenle shouted as he gripped the boys hand.
Jisung gulped and also gripped the boys hand trying not to look down, "H-hyung?"

Chenle used all his strength to pry the younger back up, his heart stopping when he felt the other males hand slip through his the slightest.
"J-JISUNG!" He screamed and continued to pull him up.

Jisung trembled as he used his other hand to reach up for the rock above him, tears rolling down his face while shaking harshly.

"F-fuck!" Chenle screamed and pulled back with all his might, successfully doing so.
Jisung gasped as he felt himself being pulled up from the cliff.

Once he felt the ground again, he cried out and hugged Chenle tightly.

"Shh,  your okay now" Chenle spoke softly, and started hugging him tightly.

Jisung sobbed loudly, too scared to speak.
"Baby... Shh... You're safe now I promise" Chenle spoke quietly, rubbing the boys back.
Jisung trembled and held onto the older male.

Chenle lifted his chin up, frowning when Jisung had tears just rolling down his cheeks.
Before Jisung could say anything, their lips connected.

It was a small, soft, and short kiss. Jisung's shaking slowly calmed down as he held onto Chenle, after they pulled away they stared at each other for a few moments.

"I know that annoying voice is messing with you baby... But just know I love you, so damn much. When I first heard Jeno hyung tell Taeyong hyung, I felt so happy but scared that they were just lying, but at least now I know they weren't."

Jisung whimpered and cling to Chenle even more, shakily sighing when the boy wrapped his arms around him immediately.
"I-I love you too."

End of chapter 11
2020 edit: omgomgomgomg