mine [ im youngmin fanfic ]

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  〘 𝔂𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓪 〙 

*knock knock*  i shoot my eyes open as the knocks wake me "wait!"  who the hell knocks 6:15 in the morning??  i opened the door with half opened eyes and saw no one, i looked to the left and saw a back of a guy about 5 cm taller than me and red hair "yA!!!" i go back frustrated and prepared myself for school.

as i was walking to school i saw donghyun, i ran to him and jumped into his back "to school!" "owww!" he whined and placed me down carefully "im no strong guy mina, let's just walk together" he said "sorry." i said and carefully walked beside him. "how's dealing up with youngmin?" he suddenly asked "crappy. he knocked on my door this morning in the middle of my good morning sleep" i said, he suddenly stopped walking "why?" i asked "i just noticed a few things. " he said, is this a part of being a genius? 

we parted ways as i got to the classroom door, i sat at my desk but i noticed something's off... youngmin's not in his seat, he's usually earlier than me  "where's youngmin" i asked one of our classmates "i saw him a while ago go inside the campus." my classmate said. i decided to go for a walk around the campus when i saw a familiar hair, youngmin. i briskly walked to him when i saw a girl in front of him. kyulkyung? kyulkyung noticed me soshe waved that made youngmin look at my direction, but this time he was smiling. he has a different vibe when smiling, it made him more handsom- wait what? "hey mina! uh i gotta go. bye youngmin-ie" she said youngmin-ie? must be an endearment. he turned back and walked past me, hmp.  i followed him back to the classroom. i was walking behind him when he suddenly stopped that made me bump into his back "dumbass." he shrugged and continued walking. what a mysterious guy, im youngmin.

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we spent the whole morning making props for the intramurals, i was sitting with yongguk, youngmin, hyunbin and yoojung. "so what are you joining, mina?" yoojung asked me "i am... cheering for the team" i said shyly "oh, dont worry. thta's great!" yoojung said and everybody agreed except one person who's trying to figure out how to extend the box cutter that's pointed to his face "heyeyeyey" i said holding his hand "you'll get yourself cut dummy." i said while showing him to extend the blade. "are you usually this silent?" i asked him, he looked at me coldly "no. i just dont want to talk to you" he said.  yongguk cleared his throat to reduce the awkwardness among us. 

i saw youngmin talking to the other group "ya yongguk, yoojung, hyunbin" they looked at me "did youngmin talked to you guys already?" i asked "uh yes. all the time" "we do" "yuppie" they all answered. i felt disappointed "i didn't even do anything. why is he so rude? why is he so cold? and mean? to me!" i sulked while cutting the board. i heard hyunbin laughed and also yongguk, and yoojung. "why?" i said while pouting

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we were seating at the cafeteria, i followed youngmin with my eyes as i ate my rice aggressively. i saw donghyun looked at where i'm looking and laughed. as youngmin sat in front of me, i took his boiled egg, one piece of beef and a clump of rice and a spoon of stew. he looked at me with disbelief and i just smiled to him and continued eating what's on my tray when i saw all my food gone and saw youngmin placing it to his tray, i sighed and just smiled to him sarcastically. and i noticed sana, kwanghyun, sewoon and donghyun holding back their laughs. 

i was walking back to the classroom when my stomach growled, i just ate an egg, a clump of rice and beef. when i got back to the classroom i saw a box of strawberry milk and bread on my desk. i looked around the classroom to see who gave it to me but i only saw yongguk smiling at me, i smiled back at him and drank the strawberry milk. i looked at youngmin but he's reading a book and tapping his pen, his seat is beside the window so i saw kyulkyung waved at him, he slid the sliding window so that he could hear what she's saying. he's so talkative when it gets to her while to me he doesn't even say a single word. he even smiles! with his teeth out! are they a thing? why does it even bother me?

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i was about to walk home when i walked past the gymnasium "it wouldn't hurt to spare a few time to watch basketball right?" i said and go inside, i saw the bleachers full of girls cheering on youngmin, because guess what, he's popular. "youngmin oppa!!! go go go!!!" "youngmin-ssi! saranghaeyoooo" i sat on where i could watch properly. youngmin is really a great player, he plays fair, safe and competative. he also looks great, i tried to cheer him with my loudest voice "gO YOUNGMIN!!! IM YOUNGMIN!!! YOUNGMIN, YOUNGMIN, YOUNGMIN!!!" he looked at my direction while dribbling and running and the time seemed to slow down, his hair is swaying away from his face, it makes him more attractive. he shoot the ball and it got in the net. the practice ended and i was about to approach youngmin when kyulkyung was there to give him a bottle of water and a towel, he even placed his arms around her shoulder. i shouldn't and not supposed to feel this way, but why does it hurt? to see him smiling because of another person.

i walked out of the campus alone and somehow down, my heart feels heavy. why am i feeling this way? as i am walking home i walked past a group of guys that blocked my way. i looked down and tried to pass but they pushed me back. "i'm broke okay?" i said and tried to walk away but they pushed me back again. "what do you want?" ya'll tryna act strong when ya'll so thin like your mommies don't feed you "let's say... you?" one of them said and winked. i gagged that made one of them pushed me "don't make this hard babe" wtf, babe?  i was about to force my way out once again when i felt warmth on my shoulders, it was arms, i looked to my side and saw youngmin. "is there a problem here?" he asked the guys "youngmin, my man" one of them said, wait what? they know each other?  "nothing, just the ol' days, checking out babes" youngmin looked at me and smiled at them (with his teeth out) "sorry, she's mine" he said and walked away. 

she's mine

she's mine

she's mine

she's mine

his words kept on repeating on my head.

as we reached the building, i removed his hands around me purposely and headed to my apartment unit. i stood by the wall as i got inside, holding my heart that has been beating like crazy and fast until now. am i starting to like youngmin?