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    〘 𝔂𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓪 〙  

i was walking to school at 6:00 in the morning. yep, this early

flashback~

1:00 am

i kept checking my phone because i can't sleep. everything that happened at the street a while ago kept repeating on my head, i can go out of that group of guys yet he came to save me. i tumble round and round on my bed. 

i stood up and wore my jacket and go outside for a walk. i reached the nearest convenient store near our apartment to buy milk and chips since i can't sleep. i looked at myself in the store mirror and i look like a raccoon because of my dark circles. 

i was paying for my stuff when i saw youngmin sitting at the store tables... with kyulkyung. what are they really? and why am i so curious?  i tried my best to lie low so they won't notice me. i still don't understand why my heart hurts like this every time i see them together. i put on my hoodie and drank my milk. as i was walking back to my apartment i walk past a small bench, where i sat to spare a few times. i was kicking pebbles on the street when someone sat beside me. "yongguk?" he looked at me and smiled "why aren't you sleeping?" he asked. "i can't." i said. "thinking 'bout something?" i shook my head "... someone?" he asked and pushed me with his elbows "i don't know. there's this someone... that makes me confused, he's mean to me but kind to others, and he smiles to this person. like a different smile, like you'll know he's very happy with this person." i said and he flicked the side of my head. "oww, what was that for?" he stood up and knelt in front of me "you shouldn't overthink to things like that" he said and ruffled my hair, he waved me goodbye and walked casually. 

i got back to my unit and checked the time it's already 4:30 in the morning, did time flew that quick while i was outside? i spent the remaining time to get ready for school. i tried some soft curls on my hair and light make up, for a change. 

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[ kim yongguk ]

mind walking me to school? 5:00, now?

sure. :)

see you at the bench (where we met a while ago)

read 4:47 am

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i was walking to the bench were i'm supposed to meet with yongguk, as i saw his figure sitting i ran to him. "coffee?" i said while giving him a tumbler, he kindly accepted it. "waves suit you" he said 

"why did you ask me to walk with you?" he asked "i don't know, i feel comfortable with you. and i like to talk to you about something" he drank the coffee i gave him and offered to bring my bag. "you see, the person i was thinking about a while ago in the dawn was..." i tiptoed to him to reach his ears (since a little bit taller than me) "youngmin" as i was down i covered my face with my palms and screamed " aahhhh!" i shout because of embarassment. i looked at yongguk who looked at me and pretended to be shocked and returned to his normal, calm face. i noticed his eyes are small and his cheekbones are toned.  "you're not surprised?" i asked him "no, it's obvious that it's him" he said while placing my bag at my back since we reached the school gate "really? how" i said. maybe everybody knows now! "you asked us if youngmin talks to us, and you kinda murmured something about him being rude to you, but not to anyone else" he explained. 

as we reached the classroom there were only a two or three students there. yongguk sat beside me since it's still early and we've got nothing to do i felt sleepy "ugh, why now" i groaned and lied my head on my desk. i turned to yongguk and he flicked my forehead. i closed my eyes and slept. 

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"hey, mina. the teacher's here" yongguk said to wake me up. i fixed myself and sat properly "so how's preparing for intrams?" the teacher asked with a warm smile, everyone said it's going fine. "how's the basketball team?" the teacher asked "it's going well, everyone's training really hard. were confident to win" youngmin said smiling. i looked at him, but his smile turned into a small smile when he saw me looking at him. i don't know, i felt like i need to ignore him so i can stop this unknown feelings i have for him. 

i was walking to the restroom when i walked the same path as youngmin's, then i saw yongguk "yongguk!!!" i approached him "oh, mina. why?" he asked and looked behind me "shh, im avoiding youngmin" i said and he placed his arms around me and walked me to the restroom. "thanks" i said and checked myself in the mirror, the curls suit me... i think? 

i proceeded to the cafeteria and saw my friends "what took you so long?" sana asked me. "i uh... did something" she just gave me a tray "we got you food already" i ate everything but i saw beef on my tray. i saw donghyun smiled and stood up to return the tray. i was left with youngmin. 

i ate fast so i can avoid him and go to the classroom, i was about to stand up when he spoke "where were you? this morning?" he said while looking at me. his eyes are pretty (you i have this habit of observing people while they talk to me) "i uh... i walked with yongguk to school" and i continued to stand and walk back the classroom what is it to you anyway? 

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practices became longer and the days left for intramurals are getting shorter. "hey mina" yongguk approached me "hey yongguk, welcome to the no event circle" which is composed of me and him... we were walking  to the bleachers when i saw youngmin sitting on one of the benches, i tried my best not to look at him but he tripped me but yongguk got a hold of me. "guard my bag." he said and dumped his bag on my hands. 

yongguk and i talked about a loT OF THINGS. i didn't even get to watch the basketball training of our class. "really? i also play call of d- OWW" i was taken aback by the banging pain on my head, the basketball hit me. i saw youngmin grinning and about to walk to us this jerk, really. after grabbing his bag, he told me "dumbass" again. i mean i'm used to it. "oh? where's yongguk?" i saw yongguk running back to me with an ice pack "does your head hurt?" he asked, he's cute when he's concerned "nope. im alright" but i still placed the the pack on my head.

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it was a tiring day, i feel sick or i feel like passing out

"bye sana, bye donghyun, bye kwanghyun, bye sewoon" i bid my goodbyes to my friends before i walk home "where's youngmin? you two should walk home together. it's already late" sewoon said "no it's fine"  i said and walked. i was going to cross the street to go to the convenient store to buy ban-aids to cover up my bruise in the side of my forehead, when i saw 2 figures going inside; kyulkyung and youngmin. i was thinking twice if i should continue or what it's now or never 

i was going through the medic section when somebody removed my hair tie, i saw youngmin at my back aiming the band at me, he released it and it hit my cheek. i really don't feel like fighting with him so i just picked it and tied my hair again. i walked past the mirror and i look really pale, so i took my tint and placed some on my lips. i was walking home when i felt my heart hurt as if it was being pinched. i hurried back home so i could get a glass of water. i dialled sana's number "sana... i think it's going back"

"what is mina?"

"my sickness."