Does she still love me? Am I screwing everything up? Maybe I'm not enough. Why am I like this? Why do I do this to myself why am I constantly causing my own pain? I have these battles with myself, my mind, every night and every day it's more of a 24/7 thing really. Constantly not feeling good enough but maybe sometimes I do?
Bold is my mind italics is me talking back
You miss her.
wait no J stop thinking like this!! You're only hurting yourself, don't you see?
That's all you're good for you fool!
No it's not! I'm good at a lot of thinks like uhm.. drawing!!
You'll never make a living out of drawing, you idiot! You're worthless don't you know that!
No I'm not... I'm much more than you say I am!
Haha you make me laugh! You're so funny for thinking that your anymore more than worthless and useless
Oh... okay..
