No sleep.
Can't sleep.
I feel like I'm dying.
She hated me
She never loved me
Or wanted me
What did I think..
She cheated on me and told me she only was with my for my body and called me a lezbo and said I'd never be a boy and I'm trying to be "someone I'm not" and I keep breaking down..
I loved this girl I spent so much one her and gave so much up for her and I thought fucking loved me bro... how could she fake being nervous when she came to see me.. how could she fake the laugh and smile I supposedly put on her face.. how can you trick someone into falling in love with you knowing they've been hurt and cheated on in the past..? I was being blamed for cheating or hiding shit when I wasn't but look who turned out to be the cheater and hiding shit.. I lost so many friends for her I feel so incomplete and worthless and stupid.. fucking hell someone help me
