A Broken boy [UNFINISHED]

Home? - Chapter 3

TRIGGER WARNING: thought's of self-harm

At The Washington Household.....

Alex's POV

We got home from the airport. Home? I guess I can call this place that, I mean I will be staying here for a long time. Yes, home.

"Lafayette?" Mr. Washington said

" Yes, Papa?"

"will you show Alex around the house?"

"Ok!! Come on Alex" He said grabbing my hand. I followed him up the stairs, to a big room with two twin beds. With my mouth open, I wrote on my notepad *WOW, this is amazing!!!!*

"I'm glad you like it. We worked really hard to clean it up, just saying I'm a bit messy"

He then showed me around the rest of the house. The kitchen, Mr. and Mrs. Washington's room, both bathrooms. Then we finished where we started, the living room. Mr. and Mrs. Washington was watching Tv together on the couch.

"So Alex, do you like the house?" I nod, then get out my notepad again and write *Can I go to my room?* "Yes, Alex"

I bring my bag up into Laf's and my room. I get a razor out of my bag. I have never cut myself before, but I do think about it. A lot

*Just do It Alex!!!* I tell myself over and over again. Till I drop to the floor and cry, the razor falling out of my hand.

My door opens up "hey Alex what are you - Alex What Happened!!!" Lafayette look's down and see's the razor blad on the floor. "Mama, Papa!!!! Get up here!!!" He yells picking up the razor.

"What is going on up here!!!" Mr. Washington look's at Lafayette and the razor in his hand, then at me, sitting on the floor crying. He finally understood what was happening

"Alex, please show me your wrist" still crying, I pull up the sleeves of my jacket. "Have you ever cut yourself?" He say's worried, his voice shaking. I shake my head no. "Thank god" He says giving me a hug, and I hug back.

He get's up taking the razor from Lafayette, "Keep an eye on your brother" he whispers the last part and leaves, but I quickly understand what he said.

Laf's POV

"Keep an eye on your brother. And search his bag for any more razors, and bring them to me" He whispers the last part. I nod my head still in shock of what just happened. I start looking in his bag, Alex quickly gets up and starts shaking his head no, and I find out why. I pull out a bag full of at the least 10 razor blades.

He fall's down again crying at my feet, at this time I finally hear him talk. "please don't show Mr. Washington, please" I respond "I have to. It's for your own good" I walk out of our room, hearing him crying behind me.

He seems so vulnerable right now. I walk downstairs and hand the bag to Papa " He had all of these in his bag!!!!"

Alex's POV

"He had all of these in his bag!!!!" I hear Mr. Washington yell. I had stopped crying and was drawing on my bed. Now I was In trouble. He was going to send me back now, I know It. I feel my anxiety take over me bringing back my doughts. I guess I was wrong. I guess If they send me back, This isn't home

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Sorry if this is too much of a beginning, I will start the lams later. I just want you to learn the personalities of the characters in my fanfiction. Love you all my lovely Hamilfans. xoxo