Angel, Demon, or Both

Not like me/you

Pov Dipper

We went to the park and sat under the tree where we had our first kiss. We sat down and I placed my head on his shoulder. Bill gave me a loving look and placed his fingers under my chin.

"What's the matter? " Bill asked.
"I-I'm afraid of our future." I said.
"You don't have to be afraid of the future. We can't see what it holds, when if it's just a small gut feeling." Bill said.
"I-I feel like everyone is going to get hurt." I said.
"Pinetree. " Bill said.
"No one is going to get hurt because we always have each others backs. I won't let anyone hurt you, Will, Pyronica, Paci-fire, Keyhole and Eight-ball. I care about you all so much and they care about you so much." Bill said.
"What happens if we can't protect each other from this? " I said.

I said looking at my arm. The blackness was gone before Bill showed up. I don't want them to get hurt because of me. I will sacrifice everything to keep them safe. Even if I die.

"Pinetree remember what we promised each other? " Bill asked.
"That I'll always love you and you'll always me love. " I said.
"That yes but the other one." Bill said.
"That we'll protect each other. " I mumbled.

Bill placed his hand on mines and looked at me with a loving smile.

"We don't have to worry about our pasts, about our future in five years. We have to focus on the present moment and make memories." Bill said.
"W-What happens if something happens and it's all my fault?" I mumble.
"Don't think like that Pinetree. I love you with all my heart and I don't want you to feel guilty about everything you do. We have till end of time to love each other, to fix our mistakes." Bill said.
"I-I know, this isn't like me to ask that." I mumbled.
"You still worried aren't you?" Bill asked.
"Yes, about so many things..." I said.
"They won't come after you Pinetree, I promise." Bill said.

I want to believe those pretty little white lies

"You promise?" I said.
"Even if they do, we can fight them together." Bill said.
"I'm just worried." I said.
"You don't have to worry because I'm here." Bill said.
"C-Can we go over to your house?" I asked.
"Sure, it's more private their to talk about this." Bill said.
"Or maybe something else."

We both got up and started to walk out of the park. Bill held my hand and smiled. I felt some people staring at us. Bill held my hand tighter and smiled at me.

I-I don't want him to get hurt.

He's the only reason I can smile.

The only reason why I'm sometimes no longer afraid.

He's the sweetest thing that ever happened to me.

I love him and I don't want him to let go.

Bill and I walked to his house. We were at the front door and I looked at him.

"Is anyone here?" I asked.
"No just me for today, everyone is out and won't be back until late night." Bill said.
"O-Okay." I said.
"We can go into my room in case they come back early." Bill said.
"O-Okay."

We went inside and took off our shoes and went in his room. Once he closed and locked the door I placed my arms around his neck and kissed him. It took him a second or two for him to kiss me back. We ended up on the bed. I was in top of him.

I tilt my head a bit and he stopped and looked at me. I've never acted like, but I needed too. He looked at me and then saw the look on my face. It was dull, cute, so innocent but so needed.

"P-Pinetree." Bill said.
"I really need you." I said giving him that look.

Bill didn't understood what I meant because he usually does the first move. I took of my sweater and placed it on the ground. I leaned in and kissed him again. He kissed me back and placed his hands on my waist.

I felt him hesitate to move his hands lower. I placed my hand on top of his and moved them lower. Bill stopped kissing me again and looks at me.

"P-Pinetree this isn't like you." Bill said.
"I know it's not like me." I said.
"Pinetree? "
"Just love me."

I placed my lips back on his and he stopped and I was on my back. He kissed me. Then he started to kiss and suck on my neck after a bit.

"J-Just tell me what I want to hear." I whispered in his ear.

Bill kissed my lips a bit more and went back to my neck.

"I love you." kiss on the neck.
"You're wonderful." kiss on the neck.
"You're kind." kiss on the neck.
"You're cute." kiss on the neck.
"You're smart." Kiss on the neck.
"You're one of a kind." kiss on the neck.
"You're mine's." Kiss on the neck.
"You're here with me." Kiss on the neck.

I started to moan a bit and his hand was under my shirt. I-I'm never like this. I would get mad at him when he tried to give me hickey's. This time I'm not, I want him too.

I want him to love me

I want us to share something

I want to show him that I love him

More than kisses

I want him to show me pain and pleasure

I want to be his

I want people to know that I'm his by the love marks on my neck

My shirt was stripped off and he was getting the idea now. Bill started to give me hickey's all over my upper body.

"I love you~" I moaned softly.

"I want you to love me, like this so our final day with each other..."

"Because I now it is..."

"Soon."

(Me no write lemon, but you know they had it ;) don't worry they didn't get caught.