Thugs, Love, and Blood Part 1

Dear Pride: ....I Cant Hold On Much Longer.

Authors Note: It's that time of the day that I update but i got some news...Recently i have been looking for other books to read and i have noticed 2 out of 3 books i have tried to read has been copied from my book..-.- great, Well anyways i official have a copy write:

*(ALL COPYRIGHTS RESERVED: @Ex0tic_b3auty!!)*

No more scamers now MWAHAHAHA lol well that's it enjoy the rest of the 

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*(Nia'sP.O.V)*

It's only been a week since the whole kidnap shit and the new girl Kenyana lives with me now since we cant find her family or parents.I feel bad for her cause I can only imagine how she feels,But as For me I have been nothing but sick and depressed.My confidence has completely gone down the drain and i have no such thing as "Pride" anymore..Shit its been gone since as long as I can remember.I took a pregnancy test yesterday and turns out i am pregnant.I called my mom to tell her About the news and she was completely upset...I didn't tell her about the Monte stuff, Just the kidnapping and the rape.She says she'll Be home to help in about a couple weeks so just sit tight. As for me and Chris, We haven't been the same since that day and i miss his company like hell. And Jackie and Shariah doesn't know yet,I plan to keep it that way till the baby bump forms. I just don't want them to be stressed over me you know?

"Nia?..." Kenyana called as she knocked on my door.

"Come in." I said as she walked into my room.

"How you holding up? i mean i haven't seen you come out the room for a while...Are you alright?" She asked sitting besides me.

"Yeah..I'm breathing so i guess I'm good."I said sarcastically she laughed a little at my joke

"Well i guess that's good,You hungry?" She asked getting up dusting herself off.I shrugged and she took my hand and brung me downstairs where all the guys where. I snatched my hand away and went back upstairs with Kenyana following behind me. 

"What was that for?" She asked starring at me.

"My outfit and my hair..Girl i thought we were alone!" I yelled in embarrassment

"Oh yeah..I forgot." She said with a cheeky smile.I rolled my eyes and put some sweat pants over my boy-shorts and a t-shirt over my sports bra, I also put my hair in a sloppy bun and put on my glasses.We then walked back down stairs and i sat in the kitchen as she took out the pancake mix, Eggs,Bacon,And fresh strawberry's. I love this girl her so much, Shes like my second mom (even tho she only 2 years older than me.) I just enjoy her prescience and her personality.Shes just so joyful.

"Hey Kenyana," Chris said as he gave her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.He turned towards me and waved slightly as i returned the gesture.He's been acting like this lately so it doesn't bother me anymore,Well as much as it used to.

"What you cooking today Ma?" Chris asked Kenyana coming up all lose behind her.I just sat there with a cringed face at the two of them Tf?

"Nothing..Boy get on!" She laughed as she pushed Chris away as he brought her closer to him.

"oh don't be like that you know you love some Chris."He said whispering all up in her ear. Eww.I'm not finna watch them flirt with each other in the kitchen..That's filth. So i got up and walked outside to the pool and just put my feet in. So many things were  going on in my head i began to get dizzy so i laid back.