Thugs, Love, and Blood Part 1

Bittersweet.

Authors Note: Nothing special for today so just read and enjoy..Also if theres any questions you have about the book fill free to inbox me .

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*(Nia'sP.O.V.)* 

{Recap}

He then pecked my lips ever so sweetly then kissed me again moving me closer to his body.He licked the bottom of my lips asking for an entrance as i immediately let him in exploring my mouth,i soon felt him rub my lower back making me moan slightly as He layed me down onto the couch and hovered over me .

"Nia" he whispered very huskily.

"yes?" i asked looking up at him.

" I-I really like you .And I'm not really sure how to ask this but...Do you wanna..Be my girl?

{Recap Over}

I stared into his eyes cause i had no answer i mean, I was literally speechless.Not because i was happy,But because I'm not so sure about him. I mean the last time he said some shit like this to me some bitch walked in and started drama.Plus he's a thug and i don't really date thugs.

"well..?" Chris asked me with desperate eyes.

" Chris..I don't know if I'm ready, i mean your in a gang for one, and two last time you said something like this, the girl with blond hair came in and we ended up fighting....I'm not sure if i wanna be fighting your "hoes" on the daily just to claim whats mine you know?" i said while getting up from the position we were in.

" I know and I totally understand..Its just that I've never been in a relation ship, I've never been in love, And I've never been one to be tied down an i figured if i want to try it why not try it with you."He said raising his eyebrows.

"Okay, well what would happen if you cheat then what happens to me..?" I said Getting slightly pissed. So what he basically just said is that I'm an experiment What the hell?!?

"I mean...I'm not sure, i just want too start something with you . i really like you, Your beautiful, Smart and diffrent then other girls. So I'm sure that you can hold me down, And i can do the same for you."He said then getting up towards me. held my hands in his and looked dead in my eyes not breaking the contact.

"So what your saying is..you really want something with me?And you promise not to hurt me.AND you'll get rid of all your hoes?" i asked biteing my lips

"If that's what it takes..Then thats exactly what im saying." He said with a big smile and a wink.

"Then ..Yes, I Will be your girl Chris!"i exclaimed with a happy smile. he picked me up and spun me like in the books and kissed my forehead very tenderly.

"We gotta go get matching outfits you know that right?" He said with a slight chuckle.

"You wanna go to the mall now?" i asked i really do want to go I'm excited to show my relationship to the world like honestly i want people to look at us and go " Awwah there so cute".

"Ye lets go." he said yanking my arm Rushing out the door.

"Wait ,Wait i gotta go get my wallet!" I said trying to hold him back. he abruptly stopped and faced towards me.