Thoughts During The Night

stupid girl should have known

It started with a message (hey
How are you) seems innocent right ??  wrong .i hadn't heard from him in a while so yeah i was ready to talk. little did i know it was the Begining of a nightmare. Filled of confusion and self doubt till finally he disappeared like a blink of in eye  or the snap of your fingers only thing i regret is caring and wanting to please him but dose it really matter how i felt no not really to him i was just someone to hold onto for a short while once he found something better it was goodbye. So i say goodbye back but hope he knows he cant leave and come into my life whenever it suits him