Just A Glance. A Bradley Simpson fanfic B.W.S

Rollercoaster Ride

I ran towards the toilet as soon as I and Brad got back to ours. The whole of the taxi drive back was dreadful as each little bump and curve on the road made me want to throw up. I thought back to the last 24hours to try and think if it could've been something I ate. But I realised that I hadn't eaten, not much if anything at all.
In the past whenever I didn't eat I'd always feel like I wanted to throw up. So as soon as I could peel myself off from being curled around the toilet I decided to finally eat.
My whole daily schedule was off thanks to the tour, but I did have loads of videos that I needed to record for YouTube. But I couldn't. My mind was everywhere it shouldn't be. Questions kept floating in my mind, like where is Sophie? Why would she kill Ciara? Will Tristan be okay? Will this messed up life ever get back to normal? What is normal?
These questions scarred my mind for hours, not letting my brain think of anything else. Once again the actions of Sophie tormented me.
Life felt like a rollercoaster ride, one that never stops, one that has its ups and downs and the loops turn your life upside down. I felt like I was going full speed and there was no signs of stopping. I knew that if I didn't try and slow down the ride that we'd crash soon.

The day after Ciara's funeral I decided to go back home to Wales. I wanted to walk to paths that lined the cliffs. I missed home.
Brad was unable to come with me due to writing sessions but there was a part of me that was glad of that. It turned back to how it was before. Me and Brad texting each other all day and skyping at night. The Welsh air cleared my mind and the creativeness that once ran through my brain began to run once more. The rollercoaster we call life started to slow down.
Life started to get a lot better, Tristan made a full recovery and has started to play the drums again. The dark shadow that was keeping us all down felt like it had released us. And police was getting closer and closer to finding Sophie.
Then one morning it hit me. Everything started to make sense. It felt like the final piece of the puzzle was added in. Both dread and excitement flew through my body. But the new realisation felt like a door had opened that was never there before.
As soon as I was 100% sure I messaged Brad suggesting him to come down to Wales for the weekend. When he accepted I was so happy. A few days later when Brad came down I was so nervous to tell him.
I decided that we'd go on a walk on the coastal path, and when we got half way through our walk I decided that I'd tell him. The backdrop was beautiful with the sound of waves crashing into the cliff side in the background.
"Brad, I knew that after tour you wanted to start planning the wedding, but it's going to have to wait for a while. I'm pregnant"

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