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Soul searching.

I ran into the kitchen, grabbed my keys off the counter, and headed for the front door. Before I got the chance to get out the door , Liam reached his arm out & stopped me. "Please find him... Be safe.. I'm so sorry" I gave him a reassuring look, then ran out the door.
I got in my car & started it up. I backed out of the driveway. I have to drive around and see if I can spot his car. It's a black jeep wrangler. I drove around the block, not seeing his car. I went to the places I thought maybe he would go to, but I didn't find him there either. After some time and realization that he really just wants to be alone, I decided to drive back to the flat. It was nighttime, I was still full from dinner and it was too dark to be out searching for someone who doesn't want to be found. I get to the flat and park my car. I look down to road to see nialls car parked at the end of the block. "There he is" I deep sighed.
I Started my car again and drove up next to the jeep. I rolled down my window. "Niall!" I screamed. He is sobbing. I can't believe I hurt him so badly. It was just a kiss.. His hands were covering his face as he leaned forward. After I called his name, he looked up at me. I really suck..
"Y/n... I left the flat so I wouldn't have to see you-" "come home. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Don't be mad at Liam either.. It was just a kiss, it meant nothing. Nothing else happened. " I said.
I had such a worried look in my eyes. I couldn't handle actually losing Niall, or hurting him. He was looking at me. He wiped his tears away, and started up his jeep. "Im sorry but I need to think this over. You still cheated. You could've easily said 'no. I'm not going to do that to Niall' but you did anyways... That's why I'm mad. If I were in that position , I would've stayed loyal." He said. I didn't know how to respond. I sat there, staring at him. He does have a point. Why did I just go upstairs with Liam? I used to have a crush on him, but then ... Niall just happened. Niall just felt right to be with but I ruined it. I honestly could've just said no during the truth or dare... But.. I think I wanted to kiss Liam... But now I know how hurt Niall is, this situation is really difficult for the both of us, including Liam.
"I'll be back at the flat .." He said, and he drove down the block and parked his car. I couldn't move. I don't know what to think... Would this be the end of me and Niall's relationship?
I waited for a few minutes for him to get inside & then I drove back to the flat. I parked my car then walked inside. When I walked in the door, all eyes were on me. Louis & Harry were sitting on the couch, Zayn on a different chair.... Niall & Liam weren't in the room. I sat next to Louis on the couch. I closed my eyes and sighed. "It will be alright y/n. I don't think he could stay mad forever." Louis said as he played with my hair. Harry kinda stared at Louis with jealousy in his eyes. Harry loves it when Louis plays with his hair.
"Honestly it was just a dare, we should be the ones to apologize for making you kiss him" Zayn said.
But I wanted to kiss him ... I thought to myself. I just stared at Zayn when these thoughts went through my head. "... Wait" I said. "What?" Harry responded. ".. Where IS Niall?.. And Liam?" I asked confused. I knew Niall came home because I just talked to him.
They all looked at each other. "... Louis?" Louis usually tells me everything. Me & him are best friends, plus he's an open book. Just not about Harry. Besides that, he couldn't lie to me. "Uhm.. They're just in the backyard" Lou said. I got up, I walked in the backyard and saw them. Niall looked angry. Liam looked sorry. They weren't fighting or anything, just talking. I tried leaning towards the door to listen in on their conversation.
"I'm sorry mate. You know how much I like her. I didn't mean for all this to happen. It's like you forgot that we were playing a gam-" Liam was interrupted "you kissed my girlfriend... I'm not sure what to think. If you were really my best friend you wouldn't do that to me. Besides, I didn't actually know you liked her mate. You didn't tell me, maybe you told someone else." Niall said. Liam looked down. "You're right man, I didn't tell you. But I know the rest of them know. You and y/n were the only ones who didn't know. I should've been open with you but I just never found a good time to let you know I'm crushing on your girl mate.." Liam said. "I get it man, she's everything and more. I've never known anyone like her, she's special and I don't see why anyone wouldn't like her. But the thing is.. I think I have to break up with y/n, then try my best to not be mad at you.." Niall said.
At this point tears streamed down my face. He's going to breakup with me? I dedicated two years of my life to be with him. I was hoping I could be with him forever. Why can't he just understand, people make mistakes!!! ...was this a mistake? Liam really let the rest of the group know how he feels about me? I .. Don't even know what to do anymore.... I thought I was so in love with Niall that nothing could break us apart, but now Liam is slowly breaking us apart. Not because he just likes me, I think I really like him.
I looked outside and saw that Niall was walking back inside. I panicked. I have to avoid him! I ran through the house, to the front door, and just ran. I couldn't be there.

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