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Avoiding this

I ran out the door

I didn't want Niall to break up with me. I know I have unsure feelings now about Liam, but I really hope Niall calms down and thinks this whole thing through. He's been my lover for two years and now he wants to end it over a kiss. Insanity. Maybe I shouldn't have done that.. no. I know I shouldn't have done that.

   I got in my car & drove as fast as I could down the block. I didn't know where to go .. I didn't have many friends. It's late at night and I just want to be left alone.

I decided to just drive around. I listened to some music, I got some ice cream. I'm being my own boyfriend right now because ya girl really going through it. But after about an hour or so I made up my mind, I have to go back. It's 11:30 p.m. and I'm exhausted. Maybe nothing bad will actually happen...

*half hour later*
I get back to the flat. I locked my car & started walking towards the front door. I slowly & quietly opened it, then shut it. Im sneaking into my own flat now. I messed up.
I walked past the living room hoping no one would see me, but Harry saw me because he was sitting on the couch. I decided before I avoid everyone else in the house, I'll ask him for some advice. I walked in the living room and sat next to him.

"Harry..... What.. do I do?"

I asked him. He looked at me and sighed.

"Id say just wait. You know how Niall has a bad temper" Harry said. "But you know y/n, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I made you go up there with Liam-" you cut his sentence off. "No Harry it's my fault. I wasn't forced to do what I did." There was a moment of silence. He spoke again. "Well, for what it's worth, when the group first met you we all loved you. You were an open, bright spirit that got along almost immediately with all of our personalities. But I remember Liam pulling me aside. He was asking me about you" you kept looking at Harry. Liam really asked about me when we first met? "Liam was saying how beautiful he thinks you are and he asked me if I think he should ask you out, but I suggested no, because Niall was already all over you." You did remember that. You met the boys and Niall couldn't take his eyes off you. He was flirting with me the whole time he first met me. "Liam was obviously hurt in a way when I told him that he shouldn't try to ask you out. He wanted to so badly but he had a lot of respect for Niall." Harry said. I nodded my head. I feel so bad for Liam now, I didn't know he felt so strongly for me. I don't know why I'm slowly getting the same feelings for him. Maybe it's just lust. Whatever it is, I need to move past it.

    I heard a door close from upstairs & down came zayn.

Zayn sees me and Harry sitting on the couch. "Oh .. Hey y/n.. Uhm Niall is in his bedroom.." Zayn told me. He then made his way into the kitchen.

I turned around and looked at Harry
"Should I..-"

"...Go" Harry said. I nodded & slowly stood up. I walked away & began to head upstairs.

I hesitated before knocking on nialls door.

"I'm not in the mood" Niall said.

"... Niall.." My voice cracked. "It's me"

A few seconds passed and I heard footsteps coming to the door. He opened it.

"What." he said. "Do you want to talk?" I asked.

He thought for a minute, then got out of my way so I can walk in his room. I sat on his bed as he shut the door. I sat silently on his bed until he began speaking.

"Y/n... I don't want to be mad" I looked up at him and said "then don't be"

There was a pause.

And he was thinking back to what me and liam did. He sighed. "I just.. I feel so weird about all of this happening... I need to know that it won't happen again. I almost decided to leave you because of this y/n." He said. "Niall it won't happen again .. I only want you... I'm yours.." I said. He looked up at me. "...Promise?" he asked. "..Promise." He signed a sigh of relief. He didn't break up with me. Thank. God. But can I keep this promise?
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