Katzun
It's been two weeks since Jaiden was diagnosed with cancer. We had to leave our house to move closer to the hospital. I spend nights wide awake worrying for Jaiden. We live in a little motel. It not great but we had no other choice. Luckily, we are the only ones there. I have to sleep on the couch so Jaiden can have her space. I'm always tried, scared and crying because of this. But this for Jaiden and I can't imagine her gone. I love her. Last night, Jaiden throw up blood for at least a five minutes. I'm worried. She started kemo when we got the news and she always in pain and I'm just hoping she gets better...... I can't lose her. I was making soup for Jaiden. Then my phone ranged. I ran up to give Jaiden the soup. Then I pick up my phone to see my mom calling.
Kat's mom: Hi Emma, how's it going.
Kat: It's find, I just gave Jaiden her soup.
Kat's mom: You sound tried.
Kat: I've been up all night helping Jaiden . I've been a little stressed out.
Kat's mom: Honey, you have to take care of yourself.
Kat: Mom I'm fine just tried.
Kat's mom: Hon....
Kat: Look I just want her to live. I've been through hell, I was nearly killed,I have PTSD,my girlfriend is dying,and I'm tried all the fucking time so don't tell to take care of myself, like you know what pain I'm gonig thought.
Then I hung up. Then I felt bad. My mom was just trying to help. I tried calling then text her I'm sorry. I was really on edge. Then, I heard Jaiden thow up. I ran to help to see her panting and in the toilet was blood. I got her up and ran to the car and began to drive. While picking her up, there were some ripped some stiches. But I was just trying to get Jaiden to the hospital.
