The hidden walls

The first

I was 29 and had the voices in my head for 2 years. It became too intense to ignore so I gave in. Looking thorough the phone books, I found the first person that needed their life to be taken! Matthew Sheffield! He was one of the main bullies that made my life torture as well as what was going on at home.

I called him but did not talk, just heavily breathing and he was replying with "hello? Is anyone there?" But he hung up.

After some hard work as pretending to be a cop and sneaking in the station, I found Matt's address and I began to wait in the car acouple houses down from his street and would follow him for 3 days to see what he gets up to.

On Monday the 17 of May, 2007, it was the day where I sprung into action. He had been going into an ally way for about 20 minutes each of the 3 days. He came around 4 pm every day. At 3:30 pm I took a look at was in there before kidnapping him. It was a drug ally. I hid behind a wall waiting for him to come in, he came and I put my hand over his mouth and then put duct tape over his mouth and tied his hands and feet together and then put him in the car.

I took him to my garage that had already been set up with a tarp on the floor and walls. I had my knifes set up on the table. I sat him on a chair and tied him to it. Still duct taped and can not talk. He was dazed and scared. I had no remorse of pulling out. The voices in the back of my head are saying that I am doing the right thing!

I started saying "Oh matt! You could of gotten away with this. Why did you have to make my life harder when I was younger? Those rumours, punches, wedgies, stealing my money. Was it worth it? But you are the one who put this on your self." He started trying to scream as he struggled with it. The duct tape was stopping him. I live in country in a private area. "No one can hear you matt, Don't waste your last breaths!" I took the knife and said "how do you feel now" he squealed and I plunged it into his heart, that was the only stab he needed, he was screaming in pain, I was watching him as he slowly died from the loss of blood.

I had a Bon fire out the back, I burned his body and all the evidence, it took 3 days until there was nothing left but small bones. Small and charred bones. I did it! He's actually dead and I enjoyed it! For once I feel alive!