I get to the o2ls house but before I go in I pull out my camera and turn It on
"ok ready for the big news" I say
I knock on the door and jc answered with no shirt on, OMG
I pointed the camera to him
"well" I smiled
"did u tell them uet" he smirked
"not yet"
he grabbed me and pulled me closer to him so that I was by his side
I pointed the camera to us and we both smiled
"were dating" we yelled
jc kisses my cheek and I started to blush
"wanna go inside now" he said
"ofcourse"
we walk inside and I turn the camera off
jc pulls me upstairs into his bedroom
"so its barely 1 and were leaving around 4 for the beach, watcha wanna do" he sits on the bed
"hmmm I want to cuddle and maybe kiss" I climb ontop of jc and he smirks
"sure" he kisses me and I kiss him back, I want to be with him forever and kiss him forever
our kiss gets more intense and he bites my lip and I smile, his tongue enters my mouth and are tongues are dancing with eachother
we fall to the bed and im now ontop of him, oh please do not get farther then this
we continue kissing and I notice hes pulling up my shirt slowly
I freeze and back up
"something wrong" he asks
"jc im sorry but this is going to far"
he looks down disappointed
"im not ready" I sit next to him
"it seemed like u were" he looks into my eyes
"im sorry but -" he cuts me off
"I get it I mean im ready but your not, but im gonna respect u cause I love u"
"I love u too" I kiss him one last time
"now dont tease me" he chickles
"I wont" I laugh
I mean I love jc but im definently not ready, im scared...how do I do it, he never had sex so I guess I wont be shy but we wont know what were doing at all....I will be ready one day but not today, jc just broke up with lia and now the first day were back together hes ready, idk im just scated
