Now, what is this note going to be, you may ask. I've run out of the words I wanted to talk about... I should be done rambling, right? Nope. You may have misinterpreted what this was.
Do you understand, yet?
I have lived a fulfilling life, to which I am happy about. But with him gone, I don't know if I want to keep living it. My life has been a fun ride, but I fear it has now come to an end.
Do not think that it's him who made me feel this way, he just made me see. Though he turned into darkness, I can see everything so much better now.
I know how he felt, I know the consequences, I understand. So, my beloved friend, understand how this is no one's fault but my own. I can see how twisted this world is and I feel I belong no longer. I don't belong any longer. Now I can understand that.
Do YOU understand that?
Probably not, because you don't want to die as I do. You don't get it. Most likely anyway.
Do you remember the four words?
I won't feel grief tomorrow, for my love towards him has caused my death. By the time you get this, I will be gone. Vanquished.
I wish you the best, do not fear for me, I will be happier this way.
I will finally get rid of the sorrow he bestowed upon me when he turned his switch off.
I will miss you Phil, your blue eyes, jet black hair, beautiful, now ruined, pale skin. I can thoroughly say I loved you, even if I didn't show it enough while you were here. Forgive me if I find you again.
Maybe those words were empty too, I cannot tell what is and what isn't still.
All I know is this is a suicide note. I'm going to turn off my own light, following in his deranged footsteps.
I'm sorry,
Daniel.
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Empty Words
FanfictionThere is no escape from the words rumbling inside Daniel's head, for the loss he grieves is brutal. There's no escape from these empty words he says, the meaning of his words get lost in his drowning sorrow.
