Ahhhh, I need to make it short since it's my comeback. Yay! So I just want to say, 정말 감사합니다. For choosing to read and judge my stories. I hope that this book or novel will suit your taste. Please, pray for me to pass my college entrance exams and quizzes at school.
So, I was thinking about getting some Hangul and Mandarin lessons. (I'm using it for literature and personal purposes. ha.ha. what a surprise, really.) But, in order to interact with other people especially if they're from other countries, I want them to be at ease around me. Oh, I also learned how to write the basic alphabet of Hangul but, it's no joke. The writing system is so complicated. If I finished learning those two then, I'll study Nihonggo, French, and Italian. bEcAuSe why not?
Anyway, my summer is filled with a lot of emotions (contemplating revenge, reading non-stop, memorizing formulas, brainstorming, watching movies, studying languages (altho I'm a beginner), working out, bashing people, midnight walks to convenience stores and, bickering with my older siblings).
Some nights I would just stay awake, write new characters, plots, and excerpts. I wish I sound cool like my characters while speaking in Hangul and Mandarin (not that I look like a joke. but other people already treat me as one. ha.ha.) I already wrote 6 new plots in just (how many months am I gone again? is it a year already? gosh.) Ah, nevermind that. What important is that I get to be an aspiring writer, again.
I can feel that my birth parents will be against me in taking extra classes for those languages but, my auntie will support me because, I'm pretty and smart (kidding, i'm a conceited flower). Maybe it's in the blood, maybe it's not. You know this little bitch called 'change'? Well she slapped me and told me that it's okay to be hated. She told me it's okay to be a pain in the head and it's okay to be confident.
I'm not an insecure writer anymore. I'm just done talking to random people who wants to be friends and then they'll say things behind my back. Besides, they're always at my back (i'm sure that the view of my ass is great, ye?) and if they can't confront me then, I'll just continue being me. If you want to be my friend, then be real to me. I don't want to have a sugar rush or cavities (i seriously need a dentist appointment because, my tooth is aching) just kidding. I'm still the same sinnamonroll that you know. Anger isn't my thing but, so is forgiveness.
Making a comeback means that you learned something valuable. From your grammar, characters and even life. I'm making a comeback because, I missed writing. I'm making a comeback because, my auntie supports me and has trust.
Ah, spoiler alert. In the future I will make my child take language classes and teach him/her a lot of curse words from different countries to make his bullies look dumb and shit (#parentinglessons)
