Thoughts

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As we were heading to the club I starting thinking about if he ever meant all that hugging at night he probably didn't mean it he just completely ignored the fact we were snuggling... I started thinking about the first time I had a crush on him, I was just walking through the halls and Stoke was a new student he had a smile on his face that made any one talk to him he was very funny and all the girls were on him he seemed to have this likable personality... and I was like this guy is cool, and some months past and I was walking past him and my heart starting beating and having this weird as feeling I knew I wasn't gay, hell no i wasn't but these stupid feelings started getting bigger and I just let myself fall in love even if I wasn't happy about it.

Stokeley: yo Jah you alright?

Jahseh: yea, just zoning off a bit.

Stokeley: oh ok,the club will make you feel better.

Jahseh: yea..

We headed in and it was loud, girls dancing every where as expected... I found a place to sit, I then started playing on my phone then put some headphones and played music loud cause it was loud in here I then saw this girl approach Stoke she started grinding on him I stared right at her, my stare was so deadly that I can kill every one was this jealously? I didn't know but she should stop, I was getting mad, I stood up making Stoke glance at me and i stormed off the door and jogged somewhere further from the club and started thinking deep. Heard some texts messages from Stoke asking were I was at I ignored his message about 20 min later I answered his text saying that I need to think for a bit:

Text messages

Stoke: ok ... where you at ?

Jahseh: somewhere, I wanna go home Stoke.

Stoke: I'll pick you up where you at?

Jahseh: I'll come to the club .

Stoke: ok.

I walked my way to the club where Stoke was at and I came up to him and..

Jahseh: take me home please...

Stokeley: ok

We headed in the car it was silent for 2mins and then Stokeley decided to talk .

Stokeley: so what was the problem? You left..why?

Jahseh:I was thinking to much.

Stokeley: what were you thinking about?

Jahseh: I was deep in thought.

Stokeley: that doesn't answer my question Jahseh.

Jahseh : just take me home.

Stokeley: so then there is no point of taking you home if you won't tell me.

Stoke pulls into this tiny apartment and grabs my arm hard but not to hard to hurt me. As we make it inside he slams me against a wall where we are both facing eachother.

Jahseh: so you gonna tell me what's wrong?

Stoke then bites his lips .

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To be continued!! 💜💜

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