Chapter One:
There I saw him standing right there in front of me. It is moments like theses that I wish I could speak to him say what I have always wanted to say and than I realize he is perfectly happy without me. I used to be in love with Liam Payne I had it all I wish he didn't let me down like that he was all anyone would have dreamed of having. I guess it is my fault too I did say I was completely mesmerized by Harry and it hurt him. But I like him for who he is not for One Direction I love him for the Liam before One Direction. He is a great guy and now I realize it was all my fault. I let him down. But they are all so smart and funny I didn't know which one I really liked so I chose Liam and realized the one I was looking for was Harry. It all started last month when I was 17. I went to a One Direction concert and got a backstage pass. He saw me I saw him. We were both utterly in love. But love is a confusing thing it is not to be messed with over and over or it will explode. Everyone thinks "Oh she is lying it was all a dream". But it wasn't as far as I know it wasn't fantasy it was reality. Liam and I went on a couple dates got to know each other we were in love or at least he was. Now when I look back I think "Why me? What is it about me that he loves?". Now I wish we never broke away from each other...
