The Journal [Partial Sequel to Masks Off Identities Out]

Page Thirteen

Louis had introduced me to his family. It was my first Thanksgiving away from family and school. His family welcomed me with open arms. I felt loved for once in my life, I felt worth something. Louis was still present in my life and I was still present in his. There was no doubt I was infatuated with him, I was infatuated with the thought of him. Everything about him was just so damn amazing. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was. It’s like my mom sent down an angel and that angel happened to be Louis. He happened to be the good part of my life and somehow I was corrupting him.

There was no doubt Louis was an angel though, he looked like an angel. He had no flaws, his caramel feathery hair, his cerulean blue eyes, his curves everything about Louis was flawless. If nobody was perfect then Louis could be that nobody because he was perfect in my eyes. When my world was crashing down Louis came into it and built it back up. But something was missing. There was a hole in me that Louis couldn’t fill and that hole was slowly closing. The more it closed the more regret I felt.